Ya know, I can't speak for all of us, but I can speak for myself and a bunch of us.
The last thing I wanted to do was to abandon my personal sovereignty and lay it at God's feet.
Like little Junior or Junior Missy kicking and screaming to have it THEIR way
(picture the plump girl in Willy Wonka's chocolate factory)- we are very reluctant to abandon our own way.
I certainly was.
I had to decide- against my desire to run my own ship- to A/S/K.
It is just like knowing you have to do what you do not want to do, because you absolutely need to know.
The last thing I wanted to do was to abandon my personal sovereignty and lay it at God's feet.
Like little Junior or Junior Missy kicking and screaming to have it THEIR way
(picture the plump girl in Willy Wonka's chocolate factory)- we are very reluctant to abandon our own way.
I certainly was.
I had to decide- against my desire to run my own ship- to A/S/K.
It is just like knowing you have to do what you do not want to do, because you absolutely need to know.
