infinite reasons made me not to believe islam

[Scented Nectar]

Could you reformulate that so that it makes sense to me please ? Is that your answer to Scented Nectar's question ?

i mean that if i know what will happen after death how can i say that it is unjust when i have the ability to choose from the begining

I don't care about which choice you make. In fact, I even said somewhere that following your god's evil rules was the better decision if he were truly real because the penalty would be too great if you don't. What I asked about was whether you agree with the punishments your god assigns to the the behaviours he considers to be sins? Is an eternity of hell a just punishment for mild disobedience that causes no real harm to others, like not praying?

I want to know what YOU think about the punishments and whether they fit the crimes. If you are going to say something about how we can not questions god's rules because he knows better than us, than save your breath, because that's a cop out excuse. Or does your holy book tell you somewhere that you are not allowed to think about this? Do you feel scared at the thought of looking at your personal opinions of god's behaviour and his orders to you? You believe he can read your mind so I don't blame you if you are scared.