The End of the World

[Losty]

So, God forced you father to rape your mother so you would be born, interesting, exactly where in the scriptures did you get that idea, I've never seen it and would like to read it to become better educated.

No idiot. "I knew you before I formed you in your mother's womb"
I didn't ask to be formed. Your god supposedly formed me. If he did so he did it without my consent.

At one time you chose to believe

I never chose to believe. I was indoctrinated as a child.

, you've stated so in other posts, then you chose not to believe, don't see where God forced you to do either.

Of course he didn't but if he's real he already knew I would make these choices before he ever created me.

God did not create evil people, where in scripture did you get that notion. People chose to be evil.

Are you saying god didn't create evil? Are you telling me that there are things in existence that god did not create?

The only thing God ask you to give is yourself, yourself through Christ, He does so to give you a life full of His peace and love, all you have to do is accept it, yes it requires service to Him. Tell me where else can you get such a deal. I've never known a person who can do that, not even my mom and she could come closer than anyone else I know. By the way she would tell you the same thing, why, because she relies on God's love and peace.

GC

I don't wish to serve your god GC. I don't wish to live a life full of his peace and love. I'll remind you that I was once a believer since you forgot within your own post. I don't know what peace feels like but I'm working on it. I gave my life to a god I thought was real. The one I learned of in the bible. I was saved before I was old enough to understand the implications. I was resaved often. Recommitting myself yearly and truly wanting to serve the god of the bible with all my heart. I gave myself to him and I was given "love" in return. Love was something that disgusted me, terrified me. Not all Christians have the same life as I did, but I'm just saying I believed, GC, I truly believed and I had faith and I worshipped with everything I had and the "life of peace and love" left me with scars that still haunt me. I don't wish to serve your god. I don't want his peace or his love or his eternity in heaven. I just want the chance to make the best of and enjoy and live my life and then die a normal death where that's the end. If there was a god, he would give that option. There's just no way to justify a god who wouldn't give that option.