Well, I live for the sole purpose of experiencing whatever surprises I may find along the way. Good or bad. If I were dead, then I would be experiencing nothing, there would no "I". Hell, just for the sake of seeing what life throws at me, and if I can live with that. Sex, Drugs & rock'n roll? Been there, done that, gossly overrated. There is so much I would like to see, to do, but surely I wont fulfill all my aspirations.
One day, seeing myself as a sinner, addicted, causing so much pain, undeserving of my god's(at the time) gift, I loaded my father's shotgun, pressed the barrel upon my chin and put my thumb on the trigger. But then I thought "What a f*** coward I am, there are so many people that have bigger problems than me!" and rationality took over me, I was just running away from reality, like I always did.
Bottom line is: Life should be taken courageous and open-chested. It may go south, but you can always find a compass to lead you elsewere.
One day, seeing myself as a sinner, addicted, causing so much pain, undeserving of my god's(at the time) gift, I loaded my father's shotgun, pressed the barrel upon my chin and put my thumb on the trigger. But then I thought "What a f*** coward I am, there are so many people that have bigger problems than me!" and rationality took over me, I was just running away from reality, like I always did.
Bottom line is: Life should be taken courageous and open-chested. It may go south, but you can always find a compass to lead you elsewere.
