I understand. My family is very catholic. It took me a while to come out of it, I wanted to believe. But my morality prevented me. My sense of morality impels me to be honest. If I don't believe, then I don't. If you don't, then you don't.
For me, the fear of hell had to be dealt with first. If there is a god, then he would care most for justice. Would a just god do something so unjust as to send someone forever to torture for a finite crime? Of course not.
For me, the fear of hell had to be dealt with first. If there is a god, then he would care most for justice. Would a just god do something so unjust as to send someone forever to torture for a finite crime? Of course not.