Why I don't approach on a more personal level

[Mudhammam]

I am quite anti social.  Even online.  Sadly.

Socializing only became foreign to me later in life, when I realized that I honestly do not care about humanity, even to the degree that atheism will annoy me.

I can admire and respect fellow atheists.  The theists, after all, are the ones in dire need of reality checks.

Socialization is not fun.  In fact, it is painful.  Why anyone would want to fake social constructs in order for order to continue is beyond me.  It just seems to me that one should actually mean what he states rather than for the continuation of a social construct that is mere indifference rather than true concern.  

I cannot and will not go around town spouting, "Hi, how are you" as though I actually give a fuck.  Therefore, receiving the same greeting from others only reinforces the truth that I am being played and emotionally manipulated.  

Rather than become susceptible to such ingenuity, I will fight against the social construct that is mere fiction and resembles nothing of reality.  

Just because you are lonely human being who takes no interests in others doesn't mean everyone else is only pretending to.