I'm not fearful of returning there anymore - like I said I gain comfort from the fact that every person is doomed to the same fate, so why worry about it too much, it's not as if I'm being singled out is it?
You are currently experiencing a lucky and very brief window of awareness, sandwiched in between two periods of timeless and utter nothingness. So why not make the most of it, and stop wasting your life away trying to convince other people that there is something else? The reality is obvious.
