(October 12, 2017 at 6:10 pm)vorlon13 Wrote: I've divulged all kinds of secrets here, but without putting an actual name to someone I knew, for instance, that back in the 80s was convinced the AIDS virus would let him live, as long as he was useful to it, so it's still a secret as far as he's concerned.
I bring it up because of the effect it had on me, and a feeling more folks need to be apprised of what people in dire straits might be contemplating. I've found carrying some of this crap to be debilitating, and I'm trying to wrest some meaning from them instead of the internal corrosion I've experienced.
And Jesus Fucking Christ, K, why did you fucking confess that to me? JESUS, what was I supposed to do with that particular shit sandwich? You didn't think being a goddamn hospice volunteer wasn't sucking enough for me?
Sometimes I wish there was a heart kudos to share.
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~ Erin Hunter