I am a Christian and I think the reason your parents reacted so badly was because it is mentioned in the Bible to talk about faith to the nest generation. Any way I wouldn't go back to pretending to be a Christian. I not really sure if you should feel bad for your lack of faith. I feel bad for my lack of faith but that is only because I follos God therefore I feel like I have failed, but that is just personal opinion and feeling.
I don't think your Dad should of reacted by as you said almost disowning you. I would just wait for the heat to die down before having a calm talk with your parents about your feelings.
I hope everything works out
I don't think your Dad should of reacted by as you said almost disowning you. I would just wait for the heat to die down before having a calm talk with your parents about your feelings.
I hope everything works out