Everyone here is being extremely nice to me but the fucking god talk is making me want to scream. It is bad enough watching her in pain, or out because of the morphine not knowing if I will have another lucid moment with her. I simply don't need or want that god talk right now. I lost it an hour ago when the nurse said she didn't think my mom would have another lucid moment. One after another, "I'll pray for her/you". Thank your damned god for allowing her to suffer for days.
The only thing keeping me from going completely nuts is being able to vent here.
The only thing keeping me from going completely nuts is being able to vent here.