(April 9, 2018 at 1:32 pm)Khemikal Wrote: You have a way, you're just lazy, lol.
As for my laziness, I tend to have a one track mind where my mind is only dedicated to one thing and nothing else matters to me. The subject I wish to learn is how to compose. Therefore, I will become very smart in this subject, but continue to remain dumb in all other subjects and in all areas of life since I have no interest in learning these things. I have no interest in anything else other than my own goals, desires, yearnings, and passions. I live a hedonistic lifestyle because, for me, my positive emotions are the only things that make my life and composing something good, beautiful, and worth living for. Me being happy and enjoying my life and hobbies is what gives my life value and I hope that there is an eternal blissful afterlife for me to be happy all I want to. Sadly, positive emotions are very fleeting things here in this Earthly life which is all the more reason why I really hope the blissful afterlife of my dreams exists for me after I die.
