I need to get drunk more often.

[Creed of Heresy]

I humbly will accept donations to me, LG, the Creed of Heresy.

I assure you, your donations go to a good cause; making me drunk and high off my fucking ass. XD

I should a podcast of me fucked up. I can promise it is some hilarious shit.

So. Anyone else just get fucked up for the sake of drowning out the past? Anyone do drugs not for recreation, but to smother shit they don't want to face any longer? I sure hope so, cuz if not...then I am one truly pathetic human being.

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Also, I apologize for the whiny-ness of this post. Some nights shit just builds up and it's either dwell on it or get fucked up. So I get fucked up on those nights. Right now, I'm fucking gone. This is a new community. I know I shouldn't be acting like this. Not for like...six more months. *lol* But. When it's gotta come out, it's gotta come out. Just an explanation. I don't really want sympathy or pity, just hoping you guys don't mind too terribly when this happens.

[Tempus]

So. Anyone else just get fucked up for the sake of drowning out the past? Anyone do drugs not for recreation, but to smother shit they don't want to face any longer?

Not anymore. I was in a pretty bad place a little over a year ago. Things only started getting better when I faced the problems and stopped numbing myself. Things like eating enough and eating healthy, as well as exercising regularly, getting sunlight and having a steady sleeping pattern all give off natural highs / improve mood.

Some nights shit just builds up and it's either dwell on it or get fucked up.

Those aren't the only two options. You could try looking at people who've been in similar situations to you and see how they've bounced back. There may be something you can adopt from them. Sometimes when we're down we mull over the problem in the same manner over and over never getting anywhere, when we really need to reassess the problem - see if our expectations are realistic and whether the methods we're using to overcome it are working. Clearly drinking won't solve anything and can sometimes exacerbate existing issues we have or create new ones.

I'm not trying to psychoanalyse you or anything - I don't know anything about you. I not suggesting that going for a jog will solve everything, this is just my own findings from experience and personal research.

[kılıç_mehmet]

Really, friend. Drink, by all means. But I do not suggest getting drunk.I like things when they're done in moderation, and choose to drink only as much as to stay near the sober line, I've walked the path of the street drunk, and I tell you friend, nothing that one would want to do again, obviously.

[KichigaiNeko]

That is what is clearly needed...MORE INCHAMAHOL!!!

[frankiej]

Getting drunk solves absolutely everything... says the Scottish man...

[Faith No More]

So. Anyone else just get fucked up for the sake of drowning out the past? Anyone do drugs not for recreation, but to smother shit they don't want to face any longer?

I used to, but I finally realized that it was only addressing the symptoms and not the disease itself. Drugs offer a temporary solution to long term problems. Also, if you suffer from depression, it tends to keep you from making any true progress.

[KichigaiNeko]

Thanks but I'll listen to the Wee Scottish man!!

...CRIVENS!!