What's everyone up to right now?

[NoraBrimstone]

I was just looking at how I'm nearly at 5k tweets and thought "Wow, that's a lot of tweets about nothing!" then I went to my friend's twitter, and saw that she has over 120k tweets and now my almost-5000 doesn't seem so much. 120k tweets.... HOW?

[pocaracas]

I was just looking at how I'm nearly at 5k tweets and thought "Wow, that's a lot of tweets about nothing!" then I went to my friend's twitter, and saw that she has over 120k tweets and now my almost-5000 doesn't seem so much. 120k tweets.... HOW?

If it makes you feel any better.... I probably have less than 10 and most are retweets.

[Angrboda]

Enjoying my first cola in over a week. Yum.

[Phatt Matt s]

Enjoying my first cola in over a week. Yum.

I'll enjoy one with ya

[rexbeccarox]

Getting ready to go to the strip club for my best friend's birthday. I'm thinking about getting him a lap dance, mostly because I can't stand his girlfriend :p

[Zen Badger]

Lying in bed on a Sunday morning.

Though later on I have to change the front brakes on Kichi's car and service it

[BrokenQuill92]

My head still hurts

[KichigaiNeko]

Lying in bed on a Sunday morning.

Though later on I have to change the front brakes on Kichi's car and service it

Not before I go and get some Fetta and spinacio for muffins!

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

Okay, good, I'm not on this page yet. If I have two or more posts in this thread on the same page, I feel like I'm a twitter whore that has to tell you everything that's going through my head in real time all day as it happens. I do not like that feeling.

Status of my depression: I think this is it. The moment I have been waiting for. I feel more like myself today than I have for a long time, I'm not even sure how long. I can clearly recognize that the way I'm thinking is the way that has always felt normal to me. I'm not sure if my depression is lifting and if it is because of the slight change of dosage on one of my drugs or what, but I'm optimistic. I have energy again. In fact, I am hyperactive, but not in physical behavior, just in my brain. If you saw my posts this morning you saw what I mean. Just thoughts. Shooting through my brain. At the speed of light. Dozens of them all at once. This is why I'm pretty sure if people with telepathy were real, I wouldn't have to worry about them knowing things I wouldn't want them to know. I would have to worry that if one of those people ever tried to use their power on me, something awful would inevitably happen.

According to the media, what's supposed to happen is there is one dominant thought going through your brain at any given time, and it's either words or a picture. That's not what thinking is like for me at all. I can't even describe the form my thoughts take but I'm going to try anyway. They're like whisps of air. Intangible things. Vibes. It's like a computer file that has been heavily compressed. What you see is not actually all that is there, and there is actually a lot of stuff there. It's like... an acronym. LOL means laughing out loud, right? Except that for me, those three letters would mean so much stuff, like the equivalent of an entire novel, with pictures. And sometimes I do not fully grasp all of the content in my thoughts, it's like I'm just reading the first paragraph in the novel and then another thought shoots through my brain, replacing the previous one, the one I wasn't done with yet. And there so often is something important or brilliant or insightful or all three at once, at least SOMEWHERE in each of those thoughts, and I wonder what I am missing.

You, see, I don't even know what my kind of thinking would do to someone with a normal brain used to normal thinking. I wouldn't be surprised if their head just exploded or they were instantly insane. It's taken everything in me to function even remotely like a normal person throughout the course of my life. Mercifully, as time goes on the struggle has lessened and everything has overall kept getting better, better than I ever imagined it could be for me. That was how I knew that while this latest bout of depression has been long-lived and gotten very severe, it would get better. Because, you see, I am a former child abuse victim. I have struggled with depression literally my entire life. I have ADHD. I have all that other shit happening in my brain that I don't even know if there is a medical name for yet. I'm not sure if it is unique to me or if it happens in other people and it's just not a thing that other people know about yet.

I think of my life story as being like Harry Potter, and the first part of my life is like the first few chapters of the first book, almost unbearable to go through because who wants to read about a child being abused? I can't remember the rest of the parallels that I draw right now because it's late here and I know I'll remember when I wake up tomorrow and be so frustrated I can't edit this post, but the important point here is that that part is the absolutely worst part of the entire story of Harry Potter, and even the most awful things that happen after that are OK, because overall, it's a great fucking story and Harry Potter beats Voldemort and his life goes exactly the way he hoped it would when he was given hope that he may actually have a good life, and that's genuinely what I believe will happen to me. Do you understand? The absolute worst part of my life is definitely behind me. Nothing that happens to me from here on out could possibly be any worse than that. And not only that, but for some reason, while bad things do happen, really bad things even, overall my life just keeps getting progressively better! I feel like I am absolutely so fortunate to be in this position. Am I like, totally self-deluded?

Now everybody in the damn world better give this post kudos or I will have no faith in humanity anymore. And it will be YOUR fault, person who hypothetically did not kudos this post at any point in the future. Go to your room, hypothetical person, and think about what you will do.

[Mystical]

Can't sleep too excited. Plus I have been too busy to come see you guys lately and I miss everyone. I have been trying to strike up a modeling photography business for forever and now its taken on a life of its own and I've been too busy to even eat drink or pee. TMI? oh well. In four hour I get up and go to an airplane museum for a Steampunk shoot and I's excited

Anyways thought I'd send my love and promise to come backsoon (in case anyone was wondering). You're still my peeps.