Welcome! I hope you enjoy your time here.
I do have a piece of practical advice for you. You can search online for atheist groups in the Philippines, so that you might be able to meet real atheists in the flesh. I just did a quick search and this popped up:
http://patas.co
I know nothing about that group, but you might want to read about them, as well as look for other such organizations in the Philippines. You are not alone in being an atheist there. I am sure you are also not alone in being gay, which you can also search for online. But at your age, I recommend looking up the atheists first.
I do have a piece of practical advice for you. You can search online for atheist groups in the Philippines, so that you might be able to meet real atheists in the flesh. I just did a quick search and this popped up:
http://patas.co
I know nothing about that group, but you might want to read about them, as well as look for other such organizations in the Philippines. You are not alone in being an atheist there. I am sure you are also not alone in being gay, which you can also search for online. But at your age, I recommend looking up the atheists first.
"A wise man ... proportions his belief to the evidence."
— David Hume, An Enquiry Concerning Human Understanding, Section X, Part I.