RE: The scientific version of good and bad
August 26, 2015 at 3:53 pm
(This post was last modified: August 26, 2015 at 4:08 pm by Detective L Ryuzaki.)
(August 26, 2015 at 2:23 pm)mh.brewer Wrote: I've read the entire OP. You've got some major flawed thinking.
According to what you stated, any action that I take (or action that is directed at me) that provides me a "rewarding experience" is therefore good? Flawed example: Lets say that I get a "rewarding experience" out of torturing small animals and killing people. I'm rewarded, therefore it is good. Flawed example: I abuse narcotics and get a short term "rewarding experience", therefore it is good. Flawed example: I get a "rewarding experience" every time someone abuses me, therefore it is good.
What exactly do you believe the scientific community should be testing? Describe a test? That your ideas should even be considered by the scientific community is grandiose and a bit delusional. Also the resurrection premise of eternal blissful life is magical thinking.
Why do we need to present your theory to the scientific community. If you believe it has validity you present it. Make and appointment with a psychologist or psychiatrist and hand him a copy. Something tells me you might have already tried this and not got the results you wanted. That is why you are enlisting us.
You have some revenge thoughts that are disturbing. Example: lighting people on fire, taking away others hope and meaning in life that you perceive have harmed you, killing morality so that it can have a rebirth into a life of eternal bliss.
You repeatedly mention "treatment resistant". Are you currently in/receiving treatment? If you are, please stay there. If you are not, please seek it out.
I am glad someone such as yourself has actually bothered and has taken the time to fully read my post. First off, if you tortured small animals and people and derived pleasant emotions from that, then that would be perceived as having good meaning to you regardless of what you tell yourself otherwise since it is only our pleasant emotions that allow us to perceive the scientific version of good meaning in our lives. We would not even refer to the harm and foolish results as being anything good or bad.
Our pleasant/unpleasant feelings/emotions are the one and only things that allow things, people, and situations to be of good or bad value/worth to us in our lives. If you choose to avoid a certain situation that brings you pleasant feelings/emotions, then that would not of been a good thing to you as long you did not derive any pleasant emotions from that idea and act. Your thinking area of your brain would be doing nothing more than choosing to avoid that situation. The thinking area of our brains alone does not give good or bad meaning to us and our lives. It only makes decisions/choices and avoids situations that could get us and/or others harmed and/or killed.
As for the scientific community, I am actually not sure if any scientist would even bother testing (perform experiments) to prove or disprove my theory. As for my ideal life of eternal bliss and for me to be resurrected to live that life, it would seem as though it just might be impossible. Everything is working against my favor.
Now I realize that this universe has no grand meaning or grand purpose, but it almost seems as though it does to me. My own personal values would say:
"An eternal blissful life of no more suffering, depression, and anhedonia is the one and only greatest life for me and many others and this is my view of the ideal life. This is the one and only life that will bring me and many others the greatest good meaning in our lives. This is who I am and is how I want to live my life and compose. Therefore, it is vital we find a way through science to make such a life possible and resurrect people such as me who have missed out so we can live this eternal blissful life."
But the moral values of others that I detest would instead say:
"No. An eternal blissful life is not possible and neither are you going to be resurrected to live such an ideal fantasy life that will never happen. This life has and will always consist of suffering. There is good meaning to be had in our pain, misery, and struggles and we must all find that good meaning. Though there is not any sort of eternal blissful life or afterlife as a reward for all our suffering, this does not matter either. What is important here is what legacy you leave behind for this world."
This entire universe instead tends to completely work in the favor of the latter quote I utterly detest. It imposes upon me a way of life and a person I am expected to be who I don't want to be and utterly detest. This is not who I am at all. I find no good meaning in suffering, depression, or mortality whatsoever. It only serves to take away all good meaning of me, my life, and my composing dream. Me being up and running in an eternal good mood for all eternity while composing and living my life is the one and only thing that would bring my life the greatest good meaning for me.
It's as if this universe came into existence in such a way to do nothing but impose upon the way of life and the person I wanted to be. It is almost as if these moral human beings I utterly detest have created this universe themselves just to do nothing but work against my favor and impose upon my values and way of life. So that is the reason why I would destroy this universe of suffering and mortality I utterly detest so much if I had the choice right now.
I am also an atheist. I do not believe in the God or the afterlife. Therefore, I never wanted to be an atheist either. So even my own atheism is working against my favor here. Me having the belief in the God and afterlife would be the one and only thing that would allow me to at least look forward to an eternal blissful afterlife (albeit, a delusional belief). But I am denied even that.
So now I am on the verge of psychosis here since I have lost all good meaning in my life. People who wish to force and impose their moral version of good upon me and expect me to perceive good meaning in my suffering, mortality, atheism, and whatnot, then I would become psychotically enraged against these people. It is as if they have taken everything away from me and have expected me to be one of them. I know none of that is true. I am just giving a metaphorical description here for what my life is like for me.
Finally, yes, I am getting treatment for these phobias which I highly suspect were the cause of my anhedonia. But as for now, go ahead and just talk about everything I've written here instead.