I really haven't given much thought to what I'm going to do with all that sexy.
Probably nothing.
Knowing it's there will be enough.
Probably nothing.
Knowing it's there will be enough.
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I am super tired. And I have to go to work in 30 mins.
AGGGHHHH this first week is going to be difficuuurrrrt.
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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Came home to a dinner mess and everyone sleeping. Pitched a fit and woke up half those who were sleeping. Not happy that nothing was done while I was out.
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Incredibly frustrated. I was sent home with an Rx for clonazepam (a slow-acting long-lasting) anxiolytic, a dose so small that the risk of addiction is practically nonexistent, but it's not enough to maintain a baseline level of anxiety that is tolerable. It's the same dose I was taking when I was inpatient, but then, they also would give me lorazepam (a fast-acting much shorter-lasting anxiolytic) every 4 hours if I wanted it.
The idea is that one maintains your baseline, and the other handles any anxiety or panic attacks. One of the criteria for being discharged was I had go a full day without any lorazepam, which I did last Monday. But I was in a safe place, not out in the world. Now I'm struggling again and the meds I have available just aren't cutting it. I've got plenty of tools to use to banish the negative thinking and the psychological aspects but I've been in this weird state for the last couple of days and I feel physically ill, and I know it's just somatization of my anxiety.  
Fuck, Cthu.
I wish there was something I could do/say. Dammit.
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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My ear still hurts pretty bad. Feels like someone just stuck a needle in there. Otherwise good I guess.
(January 9, 2016 at 2:27 am)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: Incredibly frustrated. I was sent home with an Rx for clonazepam (a slow-acting long-lasting) anxiolytic, a dose so small that the risk of addiction is practically nonexistent, but it's not enough to maintain a baseline level of anxiety that is tolerable. It's the same dose I was taking when I was inpatient, but then, they also would give me lorazepam (a fast-acting much shorter-lasting anxiolytic) every 4 hours if I wanted it. Try a few if the things I mentioned the other day. It can't hurt. I'm here if you need to talk. 
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On one hand I just want to go to sleep, on the other I desperately don't want to be left alone and I can't calm down anyways.
A little better.
And fuck CD, sorry to hear that. Wish I could help you. 
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