How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?

[Kitty Galore]

Well said Rob, me too.

Sorry you are having a hard day hon.

[robvalue]

Thank you

[Edwardo Piet]

YAY! BILL GATES FINALLY STOPPED TROLLING ME! Windows 8.1 update was successful!

Turning off my anti-virus before updating to 8.1 was one proposed solution, and it worked, phew.

#billgatescannotdefeattheturtle

[Jackalope]

Most of my days are like that CD, mourning a different kind of loss.

I'm so sorry for what you're going through and I wish I could help somehow

If I'm understanding you, I think I used to do the same thing all the time. Finding a way to stop was liberating.

Thanks for the kind words. This is something that just takes time. My therapist is going to get an earful on Friday though.

[robvalue]

I thought I was getting over these pills.

Maybe I have. It's hard to know now whether it's just residual depression. I'm suspecting it might be.

I'm lacking the motivation to do very much. I'm not hardly enjoying anything I do. They just seem to be things to do, to keep insanity from the gate. The only thing I crave and actually enjoy right now is having good company, conversation and hugs. I'm lucky I've met a lot of people who fit the bill here, I just wish I lived closer to my wonderful friends.

There is one other thing I want to do though, and that's support other people who are also suffering. When someone needs me, I seem to grow extra strength, physically and mentally. I rise to it, and it's one of the only pure feelings of worth and joy I can experience these days. I used to do it on a helpline for a while, but it proved a bit too much for me.

[SteelCurtain]

Gross. I feel like garbage trash. Tanner's sick, too. He's been throwing up. I am waiting in line at the bank. Had to wait up for 2.5 hours for the damned bank to open. The tellers seem to be ignoring the people in the drive through lanes. All I want to do is sleep.

Fuck.

[account_inactive]

Tired.

[robvalue]

Gross. I feel like garbage trash. Tanner's sick, too. He's been throwing up. I am waiting in line at the bank. Had to wait up for 2.5 hours for the damned bank to open. The tellers seem to be ignoring the people in the drive through lanes. All I want to do is sleep.

Fuck.

I'm sorry you guys are sick, I wish you both a speedy recovery

[SteelCurtain]

Thanks. I gave Nanners an antiemetic and he's doing fine now.

I can't sleep and still feel like doodie.

[robvalue]

I'm feeling a little more stable. Damn, my mood is about as unpredictable as our weather. And I have about as much control over it.