(March 14, 2017 at 11:05 pm)ignoramus Wrote: Please ignore ...redacted ....I'm an idiot...
Yet, when we say that, you won't believe us!
Dying to live, living to die.
How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
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(March 14, 2017 at 11:05 pm)ignoramus Wrote: Please ignore ...redacted ....I'm an idiot... Yet, when we say that, you won't believe us!
Dying to live, living to die.
Tired ... and I'm not even halfway through my shift.
Today is a weird day. I feel weird. Not myself again. I dread this feeling but it should pass eventually.
RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
March 15, 2017 at 6:15 pm
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Feeling like nothing ever turns out right for me, that nothing good lasts and that I always screw things up and self-sabotoage. And other shitty stuff along those lines.
And like I am an expert at setting myself up for disappointment. I also feel pathetic and like by saying shit like this I'm only making things worse. And yet somehow I can't just STFU. FML. I feel like staying awake for two days and drinking alcohol and just saying fuck it. I don't feel myself. In more ways than one. (March 15, 2017 at 4:09 pm)Longhorn Wrote: Today is a weird day. I feel weird. Not myself again. I dread this feeling but it should pass eventually. I feel the same way about today. And yes this is the worst feeling and the feeling I dread. I have no fucking idea why I just got kudos for this horrific despicable pathetic whiny post. Especially from someone I have absolutely no idea where I stand with. (March 15, 2017 at 6:15 pm)Alasdair Ham Wrote: Feeling like nothing ever turns out right for me, that nothing good lasts and that I always screw things up and self-sabotoage. And other shitty stuff along those lines. Find something you enjoy doing. Do it. Do it again. Repeat as needed until you cheer yourself up a little. For frustrations, in all seriousness (and I was going to be flippant with this comment, initially), go to the gym. Find a punching bag (preferably not living, since I'm being serious) and kick and punch the living shit out of it. Works for me.
Dying to live, living to die.
RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
March 15, 2017 at 6:21 pm
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I can't afford the gym and I hate exercising anything but one of my wrists.
I could cheer myself up a bit temporarily but only superficially temporarily. Perpetual kidding myself. Hence my part about setting myself up for disappointment. There's only one kind of repeitive cheering myself up I'm good at. And that involves my wrist as well. And is exactly the same thing as the other thing that involves my wrist. Oh wow look at me how incredibly endearing of me making the 4000th masturbation joke I make in a day. /sarcasm I feel like a bitter asshole... and NOT being a bitter asshole is normally one of my good qualities.
Word. I miss the fuck out of kicking the shit out of a bag.
Then, Hammy, read a book, play a game, take up a new hobby.
Just something you can do to escape from these feelings for a while. Got an idea: start writing a book, even if you never want to get it published. Get those frustrations down on paper as part of the story. Terry Pratchett once said, "Writing is the most fun you can have with your clothes on?.
Dying to live, living to die.
RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
March 15, 2017 at 6:28 pm
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(March 15, 2017 at 6:25 pm)The Valkyrie Wrote: Just something you can do to escape from these feelings for a while. I do enough of that. It's about time I fucking faced them. But thanks for showing you care. Also I feel weird, Beccs, because I don't think I've ever seen you call me Hammy before, lol. (March 15, 2017 at 6:28 pm)Alasdair Ham Wrote:(March 15, 2017 at 6:25 pm)The Valkyrie Wrote: Just something you can do to escape from these feelings for a while. Sorry. Is "annoying furball" better?
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