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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 6:39 am
I'm so sorry for everything you're going through Ivy 
I wish I could do something to make it better for you.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 6:59 am
(December 17, 2016 at 7:59 pm)Mamacita Wrote: Cijs...
I think I need to move far away. I need to start fresh. I'm not going to make it here. CIJS: come to Sunny Portugal! 
Plenty of opportunities to start fresh. Plus, the language is somewhat understandable, to you... if you can't, then you can always hop across the border to Spain - and, being in the EU, you can come and go freely across that border.... it's just a line on the ground... most of the times, not even that!
Public announcement over
(December 17, 2016 at 7:59 pm)Mamacita Wrote: I keep hearing my mind screaming "help", but I don't help myself. This time it seemed like the scare made you see how bad you have been and how much you need help, but you pass by, don't see my car, and mayhem ensues. There comes a time when one must admit a fault. I enable people. I enable you to keep me in fear. I enable others too. I just sit here and allow this to happen because they said you will be arrested and I'm worried you'll lose that job you love. I allow it to happen because you cry and I feel bad for you. One moment you yell at me that I'm a cheap whore, a gross pile of pork meat, that I deserved what happened to me as a teen, that you will make sure the kids grow up hating their dyke mother, that you will tell everyone that I'm a whore, you publicly shame me by posting my texts online, you yell at me that I don't even matter because you had your girlfriend since before our marriage ended, and you tell our son that I'm a drug addict just because I take prescribed antidepressants. Then... you call me and beg me for fucking sex, tell me that you need it and it would help you, and that you'll come down here anyway and I can call the cops if I want, but phrase it "I want to be with you." Shoot me now. I'm as good as dead. It's been years of your abuse and you still won't let me move on. I can't anymore. I keep protecting you and wtf! You deserve what's happening to you! Fuck you! Let me live. Please. I can't breathe. I'm losing everything and everyone and lost my only chance at love because of you and I don't think I will ever forgive myself for letting you get away with that. Fuck you. How? Why?!
What does that guy think he is?!
Methinks you need one of these:
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(December 17, 2016 at 7:59 pm)Mamacita Wrote: CIJS... you. You're gay. We both know this by now. You put on a good show and convinced me otherwise at first, but dude, you're gay. I won't be your closet. Just staaaaaahp. Admit it. Find yourself a dude. I was once told that there is a difference between homosexual and gay.
Originally, as written in the Hobbit, gay just means merry. "gay christmas, everyone!" HEHEHEHE
Anyway, nowadays, as I've been told, gays are those guys who act effeminate... kinda like this:
There are a few such gays that are actually heterosexual... like the lesbian transvestite, they exist.
(December 17, 2016 at 7:59 pm)Mamacita Wrote: And you...
I remember you sometimes. Your voice mainly. I smile when I remember. I wish you knew I was only trying to protect you from all of this. Hope you're safe and happy.
Oh... my! 
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 11:04 am
In ten years, when Portugal is facing an overpopulation crisis, poca will regret inviting us all over.
But the regret will be short lived, as his atheist army marches across Europe...
"Well, evolution is a theory. It is also a fact. And facts and theories are different things, not rungs in a hierarchy of increasing certainty. Facts are the world's data. Theories are structures of ideas that explain and interpret facts. Facts don't go away when scientists debate rival theories to explain them. Einstein's theory of gravitation replaced Newton's in this century, but apples didn't suspend themselves in midair, pending the outcome. And humans evolved from ape- like ancestors whether they did so by Darwin's proposed mechanism or by some other yet to be discovered."
-Stephen Jay Gould
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 11:16 am
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 11:49 am
That link takes me to a site taking about Japanese leaf art...
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 11:57 am
(December 18, 2016 at 11:49 am)SteelCurtain Wrote: That link takes me to a site taking about Japanese leaf art...
indeed it did... crappy click-bait sites that replace the URL for the next story they want us to read... -.-'
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 12:01 pm
But still...very literal on the motto... [emoji14]
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 12:02 pm
(December 18, 2016 at 12:01 pm)SteelCurtain Wrote: But still...very literal on the motto... [emoji14]
You know what that means, right?
California is America's Portugal!!
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 1:29 pm
You know what, Helen? Shut the fuck up.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 18, 2016 at 2:04 pm
(December 18, 2016 at 12:02 pm)pocaracas Wrote: (December 18, 2016 at 12:01 pm)SteelCurtain Wrote: But still...very literal on the motto... [emoji14]
You know what that means, right?
California is America's Portugal!!
I'm in California - we're twinsies!
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