Pain. I have it every day but today is a not so good day.

Had a rough 3-4 days because of depression. I'm feeling mostly better now (it wasn't as intense as the last time when I poured my heart out on here), but I also have this feeling in the back of my mind that I could slip back into it easily. I've never had this kind of weary, be-on-guard feeling after coming out of it before. Usually the ups and downs are both fast, like a toggle switch. This time the down was fast like always, but the up was slower and took more effort. And, again, I have that underlying weariness. It's a bit concerning because it's not quite like my previous patterns.

We're all so kind to each other on this thread. And I love it.

I hope you feel more fully better soon Kevin

Hammy

Thena, nurses are unsung heroes.

Karma has already paid him back. That's why he's there!

Feeling super relaxed.

Hammy.

(May 7, 2016 at 12:14 am)Alasdair Ham Wrote: We're all so kind to each other on this thread. And I love it.

I hope you feel more fully better soon Kevin

Hammy

Thanks, Mr. Turtle

(May 7, 2016 at 12:19 am)KevinM1 Wrote:

(May 7, 2016 at 12:14 am)Alasdair Ham Wrote: We're all so kind to each other on this thread. And I love it.

I hope you feel more fully better soon Kevin

Hammy

Thanks, Mr. Bestest Turtle

You're such a sweet little cheeky kittencorn!

Sure, I didn't post how I felt in this post...

Or did I...?

It's probably easy to tell from this post how I am feeling

Hammy

Quote:Cthulhu Dreaming

Wow, that's messed up, Thena.

Getting hit's not that big a deal, really. 

I get knocked around quite a bit at work; Combative behavior is fairly common in dementia patients. A large percentage of of the ones we work with have early-onset, so they're relatively young and quite strong. Many of them also have underlying mental illness.

What I have a problem with is lazy-assed, do-nothing staff; That's the fucking hazard.

Feeling quitly optimistic today Yesterday was a bit weird, with my mood suddenly nose diving for a while, but after a sleep and then Emma coming home I felt better again.

(May 7, 2016 at 12:12 am)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: Pain.  I have it every day but today is a not so good day.

That's awful I've spent periods of my life that way before, you have my deepest sympathy

(May 7, 2016 at 12:12 am)KevinM1 Wrote: Had a rough 3-4 days because of depression.  I'm feeling mostly better now (it wasn't as intense as the last time when I poured my heart out on here), but I also have this feeling in the back of my mind that I could slip back into it easily.  I've never had this kind of weary, be-on-guard feeling after coming out of it before.  Usually the ups and downs are both fast, like a toggle switch.  This time the down was fast like always, but the up was slower and took more effort.  And, again, I have that underlying weariness. It's a bit concerning because it's not quite like my previous patterns.

I totally understand, I hate how easily depression can creep up on us. Even when it seems like it's in the corner behaving itself, it's quietly scheming. You're always welcome to message me by PM or Skype (same user name) if you need someone to talk to