(July 23, 2016 at 2:02 pm)Mamacita Wrote: I'm feeling that I have the best friend in the whole world ever! I'm feeling that I wish I could buy him a pony ! Lol! It IS possible to love your online friends. I do have many friends here close to me, so it doesn't come from being alone in a corner all by myself. I go out with them when I wish to stop being such a recluse. I like being alone, though. I like my company. Thing is... I love my online friends!

I'm also missing luckie. Little bites now and then are not enough. I want her back

Also feeling tired. And! Sober. No alcohol for the next few weeks. Docs orders. Sigh.

I'm feeling extremely proud Thank you so much for your kindness sis, and for being there for me always

I feel just the same! I'm so lucky to have the bestest bestie ever I love you too Ivy

A pony huh? Lol I'm not sure what Opal will have to say about that!

I'm a little concerned.

I have some neurological issues, and until recently the symptoms were in my extremities, and I'm now having frequent episodes of paresthesia in my right ear and face. That's a new thing.

I'm not diabetic, as far as I know I don't have MS. Yeah, I got in touch with my doctor. Have to try to get in next week.

Why do I feel like I'm falling apart?

I hope you feel better soon CD.

I'm very sorry CD, I hope the doctor can help you

(July 24, 2016 at 2:09 am)robvalue Wrote: I'm very sorry CD, I hope the doctor can help you

I hope so too. I'm not optimistic, I'm afraid, that they'll have a fucking clue what it is. They basically are now just treating symptoms - ineffectually - five years after onset. Maybe this changes something? Abnormal neurology in one's head seems something to investigate further, eh?

Right now I'm feeling less emotional than I usually am. I'm feeling okay though. I guess a lot of the time I'm probably overemotional. Perhaps it's a good thing. Who knows? I have no idea.

I'm feeling like August 14th cannot come soon enough. I need to get to Florida. I need to be at the beach for at least 6 hours. I need to be inside the ocean for at least an hour. Seeing my parents, sleeping during the night, seeing all of my high school friends... all of this needs to be right now.

Plus, I may even see Losty and RexyBexy.

That sounds awesome.

(July 24, 2016 at 2:07 am)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: Why do I feel like I'm falling apart?

Quote:I've sure gotten old!
I've had two bypass surgeries, a hip replacement, new knees, fought prostate cancer and diabetes.
I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 different medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject t o blackouts. Have bouts with dementia.
Have poor circulation; hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remember if I'm 85 or 92.
Have lost all my friends.
But, thank God, I still have my driver's license.