Let's not forget that Drich also thinks that some students creating the electronics to read brain waves and using them to control a toy car is proof that the brain is an antennae that receives commands from a soul.

(July 20, 2019 at 7:07 am)Mathilda Wrote: Let's not forget that Drich also thinks that some students creating the electronics to read brain waves and using them to control a toy car is proof that the brain is an antennae that receives commands from a soul.

It only takes a single verifiable miracle to disprove the Conservation of Energy.

(July 20, 2019 at 5:56 pm)Jehanne Wrote:

(July 20, 2019 at 7:07 am)Mathilda Wrote: Let's not forget that Drich also thinks that some students creating the electronics to read brain waves and using them to control a toy car is proof that the brain is an antennae that receives commands from a soul.

It only takes a single verifiable miracle to disprove the Conservation of Energy.

And none has ever occurred.

(July 19, 2019 at 3:36 pm)Drich Wrote:

(July 19, 2019 at 9:23 am)Mister Agenda Wrote: So without fundies spamming the site with topics we've addressed over and over already, we tend to talk about other stuff? I don't really find that surprising. But I'm hoping that the Drich who has returned has turned over a new leaf. Frankly I started skipping his posts as soon as I saw the words 'cupcake' or 'sport'. That is, I was skipping a LOT of them.

Sport is a term of endearment. It means you played your hand before you got all the facts/rookie move or you are speaking in total ignorance. It is a non hurtful way of having someone check themselves before I wreck them if the continue down a broken chain of logic.. cupcake is a place holder for Mother-fer for you ladies. some of you make me want to shake you till you can think right. but I do not want to be angry because my frustration is inappropriate at that time... so cup cakes.

You seem to have 'endearment' and 'condescension' mixed up. Or you're just the same old asshole.

(July 19, 2019 at 5:06 pm)Gae Bolga Wrote:

(July 19, 2019 at 1:05 pm)LastPoet Wrote: AIDS? Nothing drich hasn't been afflicted. I recall in a relatively recent thread he said he was also cured of cancer by god. Don't make me look for that but I remember I replied that Drich thinks he's Job (wasn't that the guy  that was afflicted with almost everything available at the time?)

No wonder he's so fucked in the head.

AIDS, cancer....The Gayness, mental disability, poverty, and marital ruin due to addiction. “God”...,,has cured Drich....of all of these things.

Which really makes you wonder how the fuck he’s still so goddamned broken.

Add burst appendix, subtract gay.. I was accused of being gay by my father because I worked in the inner city rather than go out on a date. Also was propositioned by a fat gay guy in a gay park that I happened to be driving past as my service truck broke down. I would also say learning disability one that I was labeled with in that I do not learn like you do I learn a different way, (not that I can not learn) which in the long run is better as I can 'see how things work and don't have to work out problems on paper like other engineers do.. 

my wife's heroin use was a absolutely 100% real mess. I was coming off of the inner city ministry, and just started a singles/collage age mnistry where kids from the local university (UCF) got together asked questions sang in public venues then we also went onto group dating. Which help alot of church people who had always shyed or told to stay away from intermingling, as a way to learn how to date without the pressure of dating. quite a few people including myself got married from this group. 

I was tired of what seem like window dressing.. Like I said about camp/inner city ministry we could make a huge change in people's lives (the kids at camp) but only for a week or so every year. then funding and interest fell off because the first group of kid grew up and pretty much followed the path they would have been on even if we where not there. however we did impact a few lives and change them for the better (but I would not know this for years later) 

 2nd year in with the singles we went from a group of 5 or 6 to have 75 to 80 people pouring in to the church every sunday. Then we had an incident where a couple of guys in it for the wrong reason had a few girls over after a event, and things got out of hand fast. and this too made me feel like I was going through the motions/not really changing lives... I wanted to help at least one person to change their life meaningfully permanently. (little did I know it cost a life to change a life) so I ask God for this. 

2 weeks later was when I first met my wife. we dated 2 more years while I did this singles ministry and in the last year the church took my ministry away from me and gave it to a 60 year old decon. (they did not like some of the things I was teaching.) On top of that We where going out and hanging out to 2 and 3 AM friday and saturday every weekend then sloging it in sunday morning. The old man could not do this so the whole thing kind fell apart inside  a few months, which by that time was a blessing because it was about that time my Trich first OD.. She went to rehab and we played it slow for the next year everything seemed ok, so we decided to go and get married. she went to the dentist and for a shot of novocaine and pain killers and she was hooked again but I did not know. It wasn't till we where on our honey moon we went on a 7 day cruise and she could not get any drugs on the boat, and fell apart.. Talking about second guessing everything... This is also the week the US invade Iraq post 9-11.

Two things kept me going for the next seven years.. my prayer to help someone truly change, and the revelation I got while reading the parable of the unmerciful servant. which tells us we must forgive others sins against us as we want God to forgive our sins. Meaning if we want God to have no limit on how much we sin against him we in turn must also forgive others without end. 7x77 according to Christ. This was the key to salvation not all of the religious crap we are taught that is denomination specific.

Ask me again in another 5 years about these things and you will get the same story. why? because it is the 100% truth.

In order for God to use a man greatly he must first be broken deeply and thoroughly. Then rebuild into something God can use.

And again God has not cured me of anything.
You 'good people point out my self taught spelling and grammar deficiencies all of the time.

My cancer scare was because my t cell numbers are very high (cancer high) and I have some sort of marker or protein floating in my blood put there is a microscopic amount of blood in my urine... None of that had changed. they simply believe (After 5 years of testing and biopsies) this is normal for me and about 2% of the rest of the population.

We did grow up very poor. I lived with one set of grand parents or another. the white set lived on the rail road tracks that divided the white side of town from the black meaning there was no difference economically. all the kids I grew up playing with where mexican or black. the only white kids I knew my age at that time where my two cousins. then on my mother side we lived in my dads house which he bought before an car accident that made him take a job for 1/2 of what he was making plus he owned a paint and body shop in town he had to give up. So he worked from 5am to 10 pm and just bearly covered the bills. So my grand parents who lived there where also share croppers for the guy who lived across the street who owned a 10 acre cow pasture my grandfather who was a slave to the imperial army, worked that field into his late 80s where he had a stroke and was permanently paralyzed, then my grandmother my mom and us kids worked there to try and pick up the slack.. (to pay off their transport to the US) They grew korean vegetables and made things like kimchi (ferment cabbage)  gochujang (hot soy paste/korean ketchup) , and  Doenjang (sour soy bean paste.) smells like a cross between shiite and dead dogs. basically you puree soy beans salt them and put them in the sun for 6 months to a year, and every few weeks you have to scrap off the scabby mold cap and let it breath/fart. the whole street would smell like shiite and dead dog. Guess who went to school smelling this way? I the stinky chinese kid. It continued on this way till recently, and I would not say we where rich.. as I personally have little money. God just has seen fit to put me in charge of more things.

The AIDS Scare was also about my t-cell count. that time it was too low.
So whatever it going on affect my white blood cells. seems to me it's probably the same thing causing high and low cells but according to the doctor it is not something to be concerned with at this time. To the point where psoriasis and have to take 2 $5000 shots every month as to not become one of the "stone men on GOT" because my white cells are attacking my skin cells, and infantigo which is what supposedly made michael jackson white which is where your white cells are attacking your pigment cells, but it doesn't do it uniformly you get patches of white...

Seems to me My white 1/2 really hates the color of my skin.

Also Didn;t say I was Job, someone else said I was Job and I made a joke about it

Someone also called me forrest gump because of all of the tragic things that where blessings in disguise.

If I am still broken it is because nothing Got fixed, I simply learned how to remain faithful to my goal no matter the cost. The business was another huge burden that worked out well in the end.

My dad who just died was another adventure all to his own which is currently unfolding into a huge spiders web of a mess. so much so my lawyer says we should take notes and put this all into a book, because of the crazy twists and turns.

All of that to say Proof in God happens when you follow where ever God may lead you (wife with a heroin addiction for instance) and you remain faithful, he may keep leading out into deeper and deeper water, yet you follow you keep your vows and you lock in you will see this through damn the costs. to the point there is Nothing or no one else who can help.. till you are so alone you know you are the only one who has ever been that far out and you know at this point any help you get that can effectively work for you will be a gift from God. Then when the last wave washes over you and you are past broken God, like he did with the disciples in the boat flips a switch and no matter how deep you are in everything stops and you get escorted out. It doesn't mean you get out scott free, any bump are bruises you got along the way are yours to convert to wisdom and understanding.

For my wife the end for me was she od in the bathroom of a popular book store was dead in a toilet stall with a needle in her arm, they called the paramedics they revived her and took her to the hospital and two months later she was back at it again . we had a big fight and that night I put her on the couch and told her to go back to her mothers in the morning and at 3am the sheriff department served a warrant. She went to jail and they put her though a program with other really nasty people and she said it was like someone just turned off a switch and she knew this time she would be ok.

No meetings no relapses and it has been over 10 years. but that does not mean we can do things other people can. We can't be in areas where there are drugs on demand we can't go to parties we can drink till stupid we do have to live like recovering addicts. We had to elect to live a new life in exchange we had to let the old life and all the old friends go.

If any of you are in the area and want to come and check any of this out I have no problem with that. I got lots of pictures wife and family will be happy to back things up I got patent paper work got medical folders shops and car lots to share and will even buy you a nice steak or sea food dinner if you like. why cause i got nothing to hide as everything I share from me working with the inner city to my angel experience to the work time and effort I put into my ministry here is all True!

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(July 19, 2019 at 6:23 pm)Mathilda Wrote:

(July 19, 2019 at 3:36 pm)Drich Wrote: and everytime you join a thread I'm like ugh.. got look at the ciggy hang out of her avatar's mouth.. 

Cool!

That's our current prime minister

It doesn't matter sweet heart I still hear Dr. Girlfriend. Matter of fact this was written in her voice as well.

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(July 19, 2019 at 10:02 pm)Bucky Ball Wrote:

Quote:Even if you joined a christian web site you could not handle the daily bombardment of 10 to 20 people slamming you with facts and data you may never have heard before.

There is absolutely nothing they or you could possibly tell me that I have not heard, either by personal inquiry, or my degrees. 
In general, atheists know far more about the Bible than those who say they possess "faith". 
There is no "secret info" religious people are privy to. They have no "stash" of info the "unwashed" do not have.
Virtually every single Christian site would ban me.

before you turned into a potty mouth ad hoc mud slinger if you remember our first exchanges where very civil. till you began to loose ground. meaning when I would not take an argument down a familiar path that allow you the stereotypical rebuttals you had nothing intellectually left to offer. you then started in your ad hoc campaign.

That methodology of answering tic for tac and then when you are lost going ad hoc is exactly the behavior I had in mind that most of you default to.

This whole thread is a prime example of that for you.

Meaning if my exegetical arguments where deficient in any way then by all of your might and world wisdom you would definitely be destroying me on that front why Because that is my primary objective here. Rather than do that you attack me personally. why? because you have neither the ability or the exegetical knowledge to address any of the spiritual topics we have discussed. So you attack per personally. you attack spelling and grammar then my character, all without any personal knowledge of me outside of what others said. look at your last post. when you where told I claimed to have aids, you sought to details the specifics did not matter you already had and published a damning narrative without a single question to confirm or deny the worst possible story you could make up with this information.

They my slow witted friend is what I mean when I say you could not have 20 polished and well worded theologians hammer at your sunday school understanding of God you parade around like a doctorate. again how you address me with insult and poorly concocted narratives proves this beyond a shadow of a doubt.

This is true for any of you who take the low hanging fruit over a line by line exchanged of real ideas and documented backed statements.

Not one of you especially you buckser has the ability to be bombarded by 10 to 20 people daily who loath you, and you not just abandon all purpose and reason to just sling mud back at them and default to personal insult. I do this every day and have done so for 10 years. I have re imagined and re engineered all of the talking points and typical church preaching styles to conform to a dialog format that conforms to the rules you want to play by. again show when and where you have done that to be manhandled daily by people who think far less of you because in their eyes you are deficient in some way or another yet stay on topic answer each question as if it was the first time you heard it and give each and every single person the benefit of the doubt each and every new post. becaue you don't know when something you could say would spawn a real remark or question.

Cool story.

(July 20, 2019 at 3:48 am)Athene Wrote: Well, obviously you're still dyslexic. It doesn't "go away". You've learned to manage it to a degree is all.
If you'd had the good sense to seek professional intervention as an adult, it might've resulted in the impact of your symptoms being negligible or nil by now. 

you right but you make the correction automatically, which is part of the other problem with spelling and grammar. I can read something I wrote 10 times. and if i missed a word it fills it in for me. I literally can not see it.. two days later I might come back and thing jesus how did I miss all of that.. I say I am not dyslexic because I do not see bd and db as db and bds anymore or 5 as S or B and P or D andB or e and 3 it all self corrects. that is a burden and a gift.

Quote:It's not too late. You could probably benefit a great deal from proper intervention.

you are probably right... however anything official or of importance? I have a secretary for that. She is literally perfect with how english works, and she works for me. Besides I don't speak this way. Even if I did how would you know if I miss spoke the word there instead of thier or here when I should be saying hear. I can read the difference and I know what is meant, and again I can speak dynamically even in front of a large crowd for days or weeks. my problem is writing things down by how you where taught was right. which again is something I pay someone else to do while i what I am good at doing.

I found a long time ago it is not about being someone else's version of smart, it is about using everything you have been given to it's fullest. if that meets or exceeds what other people think then ok, if not then that's ok too. in the end you are only responsible to take yourself to your limits. not to some line in the sand someone else says you should be able to make.

Not to be mean, but if I did thing like everyone else then i would be on your side of the fence. meaning if I thought like you if I was taught like you and meet all of the same standard you did then I would be where you are at. which is probably the point you are trying to make. however if I met your standard I would not be able to meet mine.

Quote:Then you'd have to contend with the reality of your lousy arguments, general ignorance and fact that you're a horrible person with no excuses though, so I kind of see why you don't.

Again.. if my argument are so bad then why are we not discussing the deets of them realistically if a preacher comes here and begins to preach which is a more effect way of destroying his message? attacking the message and showing to you peers it does not meet the requirement od sound logical thought or that history does not support those conclusions or better yet history contradicts the bible history or that science does not support the bible? Or to try and dismiss the preacher because he is confused about which there to use.. or he always misspells the same words the same ways each and every time to the point you know what is being said, but the fact remains he simply cannot see the error... When I was the atheist I always went for the theology first. I broke their theological reasoning and then attacked the faith and when they would not cut the faith loose then I felt it ok to attack the person for not following clear logic I was able to lay out..

Not one of you has EVER... EVER be able to do this. Rather you just go for the ad hoc and because you can not base it on any thing else. This all happens about once a year now for what 5 years? you all gang up and attack spelling and grammar in mass and you attack my integrity in hopes of sending me home crying... as if I didn't know this is all you have, because not one of you is smart enough to take on the lierate dummy who knows god some other way, than what all of your youtube atheists can refute, because non of you can come close to cracking the God I have brought to you.

Quote:Your claim that people refrain from addressing your exegesis and presuppositions is a crock (as you damn well know),

show me one time where one of you has gone unanswered or one time where after asking one of your questions I start in ad hoc, to deflect and red herring the topic away. Again not one ever has this happened. Some may claim this because I keep giving the same answer.. but my statement is not that I will give you an answer you like or can fully understand, (this has only happened once in maybe 2 years that I can remember) but I have answered each and every one of you, every time.. to the point where my answer gets a ad hoc response and not a topical follow up.

Quote: and the notion that your LD is the only keeping you from being on par with with MATs and MDivs is just delusional.

Not what I said. I said God uses the weak to make fools of the learned and proud. I am weak to show you the strength I have and use is not from me but from God. My intrinsic abilities are displayed in my grammar and spelling. the fact none of you can topple my exegetical arguments is because I am using God's library of wisdom and knowledge.

Quote: The ones I've engaged in discussion with IRL have no trouble discerning the difference between that which is knowable and that which is unknowable, and aren't dumb enough to even suggest that there's an argument for God or faith that can't be challenged or questioned. 

What you are is a Bible-thumper, Drich. Plain and simple.
That's it.

When have I EVER said there is not a question to be asked or a faith to be challenged? I have always said and provided a way to put your big ass down directly infront of God.

What bible thumper preaching faith alone has ever done that? then how can i if I fit the preconceived mold? then that must mean I am not teaching the same thing every other faith thumper is teaching.

No I am mocked because I said my experiences are not meant for me alone but can be shared by all of you. I teach that Christianity is NOT a religion of morality and rules. I teach that you do not need a preacher teach prophet to tell you what God wants from you I do not teach you have to go to a specific church I have reconciled all of the different christian faiths I have assimilated a full 7 real day of creation with all of evolution with out changing a word of either. I have taught and reconciled the flood along with every other paradox any of you has EVER brought to this web site. to the point each and every time it leaves you with nothing topical to say, but then leads into ad hoc well you can't spell so everything you say is a lie. because that is how one can justify loosing a topic like religion to an illiterate dummy...

None of you ever considers If I am the illiterate dummy, then what does it make you the one who could not topple the literates theological argument, but has to default to name calling so you can maintain what you already believe.

Again me being a dummy full fills how God says in the bible how he will address people like you. why? because the first step for one of you to be saved is to be humble.. humble enough to see one does not have to meet your personal standard of intelligence to be successful or wise/Knoweledge about God in such a way as to be completely over look by you.

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(July 20, 2019 at 7:07 am)Mathilda Wrote: Let's not forget that Drich also thinks that some students creating the electronics to read brain waves and using them to control a toy car is proof that the brain is an antennae that receives commands from a soul.

no  it is proof that the brain is a transmitter and receiver... which Elon musk also has taken a 20 billion dollar interest in.




It's all flat... until someone sails around the world..

I know you will  not watch this but basically Musk is creating the building blocks of a real live matrix. where human neural interface is on the same par as a super computer. meaning He is developing a system to send and receive data directly to the brain so fast we can transfer consciousness into a machine. where we can potentially live in a machine generated world. 

Like it or not cup cake, that is what I described this life is to God/From God's perspective. that we are not here in these bodies, we (Our consciousness) are somewhere else plugged into God's matrix, this body is little more than a biological avatar that reacts to imputs and stimuli from this world.

Again stop and think before you earth is flat reflex labels you a moron. Elon is sinking BILLIONS of his own money into this very idea... To transfer consciousness into a world or realm he builds. If man can do this today maybe by noon tomorrow (well with in our life time as musk claims to be ready with in a year to plug some one into a super computer) Then why would this very same thing be impossible for God?

Beside the earth is flat, we did not go to the moon and God has to be magic? IE you lack any ability to think past what you think is known.

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(July 20, 2019 at 5:56 pm)Jehanne Wrote:

(July 20, 2019 at 7:07 am)Mathilda Wrote: Let's not forget that Drich also thinks that some students creating the electronics to read brain waves and using them to control a toy car is proof that the brain is an antennae that receives commands from a soul.

It only takes a single verifiable miracle to disprove the Conservation of Energy.

please explain..

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(July 22, 2019 at 10:47 am)Mister Agenda Wrote:

(July 19, 2019 at 3:36 pm)Drich Wrote: Sport is a term of endearment. It means you played your hand before you got all the facts/rookie move or you are speaking in total ignorance. It is a non hurtful way of having someone check themselves before I wreck them if the continue down a broken chain of logic.. cupcake is a place holder for Mother-fer for you ladies. some of you make me want to shake you till you can think right. but I do not want to be angry because my frustration is inappropriate at that time... so cup cakes.

You seem to have 'endearment' and 'condescension' mixed up. Or you're just the same old asshole.

no i don't... However you need me to be the same old ass hole you figure me to be otherwise you have to do a lot of self reevaluation. So for now I'll gladly take that role till you are ready for the truth.

(July 22, 2019 at 1:07 pm)Drich Wrote:

(July 19, 2019 at 5:06 pm)Gae Bolga Wrote: AIDS, cancer....The Gayness, mental disability, poverty, and marital ruin due to addiction. “God”...,,has cured Drich....of all of these things.

Which really makes you wonder how the fuck he’s still so goddamned broken.

Add burst appendix, subtract gay.. I was accused of being gay by my father because I worked in the inner city rather than go out on a date. Also was propositioned by a fat gay guy in a gay park that I happened to be driving past as my service truck broke down. I would also say learning disability one that I was labeled with in that I do not learn like you do I learn a different way, (not that I can not learn) which in the long run is better as I can 'see how things work and don't have to work out problems on paper like other engineers do.. 

my wife's heroin use was a absolutely 100% real mess. I was coming off of the inner city ministry, and just started a singles/collage age mnistry where kids from the local university (UCF) got together asked questions sang in public venues then we also went onto group dating. Which help alot of church people who had always shyed or told to stay away from intermingling, as a way to learn how to date without the pressure of dating. quite a few people including myself got married from this group. 

I was tired of what seem like window dressing.. Like I said about camp/inner city ministry we could make a huge change in people's lives (the kids at camp) but only for a week or so every year. then funding and interest fell off because the first group of kid grew up and pretty much followed the path they would have been on even if we where not there. however we did impact a few lives and change them for the better (but I would not know this for years later) 

 2nd year in with the singles we went from a group of 5 or 6 to have 75 to 80 people pouring in to the church every sunday. Then we had an incident where a couple of guys in it for the wrong reason had a few girls over after a event, and things got out of hand fast. and this too made me feel like I was going through the motions/not really changing lives... I wanted to help at least one person to change their life meaningfully permanently. (little did I know it cost a life to change a life) so I ask God for this. 

2 weeks later was when I first met my wife. we dated 2 more years while I did this singles ministry and in the last year the church took my ministry away from me and gave it to a 60 year old decon. (they did not like some of the things I was teaching.) On top of that We where going out and hanging out to 2 and 3 AM friday and saturday every weekend then sloging it in sunday morning. The old man could not do this so the whole thing kind fell apart inside  a few months, which by that time was a blessing because it was about that time my Trich first OD.. She went to rehab and we played it slow for the next year everything seemed ok, so we decided to go and get married. she went to the dentist and for a shot of novocaine and pain killers and she was hooked again but I did not know. It wasn't till we where on our honey moon we went on a 7 day cruise and she could not get any drugs on the boat, and fell apart.. Talking about second guessing everything... This is also the week the US invade Iraq post 9-11.

Two things kept me going for the next seven years.. my prayer to help someone truly change, and the revelation I got while reading the parable of the unmerciful servant. which tells us we must forgive others sins against us as we want God to forgive our sins. Meaning if we want God to have no limit on how much we sin against him we in turn must also forgive others without end. 7x77 according to Christ. This was the key to salvation not all of the religious crap we are taught that is denomination specific.

Ask me again in another 5 years about these things and you will get the same story. why? because it is the 100% truth.

In order for God to use a man greatly he must first be broken deeply and thoroughly. Then rebuild into something God can use.

And again God has not cured me of anything.
You 'good people point out my self taught spelling and grammar deficiencies all of the time.

My cancer scare was because my t cell numbers are very high (cancer high) and I have some sort of marker or protein floating in my blood put there is a microscopic amount of blood in my urine... None of that had changed. they simply believe (After 5 years of testing and biopsies) this is normal for me and about 2% of the rest of the population.

We did grow up very poor. I lived with one set of grand parents or another. the white set lived on the rail road tracks that divided the white side of town from the black meaning there was no difference economically. all the kids I grew up playing with where mexican or black. the only white kids I knew my age at that time where my two cousins. then on my mother side we lived in my dads house which he bought before an car accident that made him take a job for 1/2 of what he was making plus he owned a paint and body shop in town he had to give up. So he worked from 5am to 10 pm and just bearly covered the bills. So my grand parents who lived there where also share croppers for the guy who lived across the street who owned a 10 acre cow pasture my grandfather who was a slave to the imperial army, worked that field into his late 80s where he had a stroke and was permanently paralyzed, then my grandmother my mom and us kids worked there to try and pick up the slack.. (to pay off their transport to the US) They grew korean vegetables and made things like kimchi (ferment cabbage)  gochujang (hot soy paste/korean ketchup) , and  Doenjang (sour soy bean paste.) smells like a cross between shiite and dead dogs. basically you puree soy beans salt them and put them in the sun for 6 months to a year, and every few weeks you have to scrap off the scabby mold cap and let it breath/fart. the whole street would smell like shiite and dead dog. Guess who went to school smelling this way? I the stinky chinese kid. It continued on this way till recently, and I would not say we where rich.. as I personally have little money. God just has seen fit to put me in charge of more things.

The AIDS Scare was also about my t-cell count. that time it was too low.
So whatever it going on affect my white blood cells. seems to me it's probably the same thing causing high and low cells but according to the doctor it is not something to be concerned with at this time. To the point where psoriasis and have to take 2 $5000 shots every month as to not become one of the "stone men on GOT" because my white cells are attacking my skin cells, and infantigo which is what supposedly made michael jackson white which is where your white cells are attacking your pigment cells, but it doesn't do it uniformly you get patches of white...

Seems to me My white 1/2 really hates the color of my skin.

Also Didn;t say I was Job, someone else said I was Job and I made a joke about it

Someone also called me forrest gump because of all of the tragic things that where blessings in disguise.

If I am still broken it is because nothing Got fixed, I simply learned how to remain faithful to my goal no matter the cost. The business was another huge burden that worked out well in the end.

My dad who just died was another adventure all to his own which is currently unfolding into a huge spiders web of a mess. so much so my lawyer says we should take notes and put this all into a book, because of the crazy twists and turns.

All of that to say Proof in God happens when you follow where ever God may lead you (wife with a heroin addiction for instance) and you remain faithful, he may keep leading out into deeper and deeper water, yet you follow you keep your vows and you lock in you will see this through damn the costs. to the point there is Nothing or no one else who can help.. till you are so alone you know you are the only one who has ever been that far out and you know at this point any help you get that can effectively work for you will be a gift from God. Then when the last wave washes over you and you are past broken God, like he did with the disciples in the boat flips a switch and no matter how deep you are in everything stops and you get escorted out. It doesn't mean you get out scott free, any bump are bruises you got along the way are yours to convert to wisdom and understanding.

For my wife the end for me was she od in the bathroom of a popular book store was dead in a toilet stall with a needle in her arm, they called the paramedics they revived her and took her to the hospital and two months later she was back at it again . we had a big fight and that night I put her on the couch and told her to go back to her mothers in the morning and at 3am the sheriff department served a warrant. She went to jail and they put her though a program with other really nasty people and she said it was like someone just turned off a switch and she knew this time she would be ok.

No meetings no relapses and it has been over 10 years. but that does not mean we can do things other people can. We can't be in areas where there are drugs on demand we can't go to parties we can drink till stupid we do have to live like recovering addicts. We had to elect to live a new life in exchange we had to let the old life and all the old friends go.

If any of you are in the area and want to come and check any of this out I have no problem with that. I got lots of pictures wife and family will be happy to back things up I got patent paper work got medical folders shops and car lots to share and will even buy you a nice steak or sea food dinner if you like. why cause i got nothing to hide as everything I share from me working with the inner city to my angel experience to the work time and effort I put into my ministry here is all True!

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(July 19, 2019 at 6:23 pm)Mathilda Wrote: Cool!

That's our current prime minister

It doesn't matter sweet heart I still hear Dr. Girlfriend. Matter of fact this was written in her voice as well.

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(July 19, 2019 at 10:02 pm)Bucky Ball Wrote: There is absolutely nothing they or you could possibly tell me that I have not heard, either by personal inquiry, or my degrees. 
In general, atheists know far more about the Bible than those who say they possess "faith". 
There is no "secret info" religious people are privy to. They have no "stash" of info the "unwashed" do not have.
Virtually every single Christian site would ban me.

before you turned into a potty mouth ad hoc mud slinger if you remember our first exchanges where very civil. till you began to loose ground. meaning when I would not take an argument down a familiar path that allow you the stereotypical rebuttals you had nothing intellectually left to offer. you then started in your ad hoc campaign.

That methodology of answering tic for tac and then when you are lost going ad hoc is exactly the behavior I had in mind that most of you default to.

This whole thread is a prime example of that for you.

Meaning if my exegetical arguments where deficient in any way then by all of your might and world wisdom you would definitely be destroying me on that front why Because that is my primary objective here. Rather than do that you attack me personally. why? because you have neither the ability or the exegetical knowledge to address any of the spiritual topics we have discussed. So you attack per personally. you attack spelling and grammar then my character, all without any personal knowledge of me outside of what others said. look at your last post. when you where told I claimed to have aids, you sought to details the specifics did not matter you already had and published a damning narrative without a single question to confirm or deny the worst possible story you could make up with this information.

They my slow witted friend is what I mean when I say you could not have 20 polished and well worded theologians hammer at your sunday school understanding of God you parade around like a doctorate. again how you address me with insult and poorly concocted narratives proves this beyond a shadow of a doubt.

This is true for any of you who take the low hanging fruit over a line by line exchanged of real ideas and documented backed statements.

Not one of you especially you buckser has the ability to be bombarded by 10 to 20 people daily who loath you, and you not just abandon all purpose and reason to just sling mud back at them and default to personal insult. I do this every day and have done so for 10 years. I have re imagined and re engineered all of the talking points and typical church preaching styles to conform to a dialog format that conforms to the rules you want to play by. again show when and where you have done that to be manhandled daily by people who think far less of you because in their eyes you are deficient in some way or another yet stay on topic answer each question as if it was the first time you heard it and give each and every single person the benefit of the doubt each and every new post. becaue you don't know when something you could say would spawn a real remark or question.

You left out the bits where you defeated The Joker, built the Pyramids, and invented perpetual motion.

Boru

(July 22, 2019 at 1:34 pm)Gae Bolga Wrote: Cool story.

The word you are looking for is life.

Again if your ever in the area.. I got pics and documents for nearly everything. Got my wifes word and her pics for everything else. plus all of the tangibles. can even start with a face time if you like. again I got nothing to hid, in fact I would love to show people what God has done. This is an open invite to anyone.