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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 21, 2016 at 4:47 pm
(May 21, 2016 at 1:35 pm)Yeauxleaux Wrote: Exhausted, unsure of what I'm doing, kinda lonely.
I want my Dad back. I ache.
Tbh I really feel like I want a long hug Wish I could reach across the pond and give you one, Yeaux.
Hang in there.
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 21, 2016 at 5:59 pm
Thanks everyone
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 21, 2016 at 6:13 pm
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C'mon legs! omg she looks so amazing, I can't deal
Can't wait to see her as Jean Grey
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 21, 2016 at 6:19 pm
She's so fucking gorgeous. (*checks to see that she's 20 years old.) Yeah. Gorgeous.
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 21, 2016 at 6:58 pm
Pretty damn lonely.
Getting smashed on your own is boring.
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 21, 2016 at 7:49 pm
(May 21, 2016 at 6:58 pm)Bella Morte Wrote: Pretty damn lonely.
Getting smashed on your own is boring.
Yeah, loneliness is a strong trigger for me. Be careful, BM.
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 21, 2016 at 8:08 pm
Tired. Trying not to use my brain in it's current state.
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 22, 2016 at 2:15 am
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Sadly... my life feels mostly like I'm dead already, and I'm dragging myself from one task to the next. But I live the dead life for the few moments when I feel alive, and hopefully to make a difference for the better to people. I'm trying to generate more of these moments.
It's been that way since ME and depression got through kicking my ass and tearing down my life. Poor Emma only knew the healthy me for a year or so and she's had the dead me for getting on 9 years now. I won't let them win, I will keep on dragging myself along, and maybe one day I will actually come back to life. It could happen. And my friends and loved ones are too precious to ever leave behind, no matter how I feel. You guys here are a huge part of that, so you keep me anchored 
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 22, 2016 at 2:25 am
(May 22, 2016 at 2:15 am)robvalue Wrote: Sadly... my life feels mostly like I'm dead already, and I'm dragging myself from one task to the next. But I live the dead life for the few moments when I feel alive, and hopefully to make a difference for the better to people. I'm trying to generate more of these moments.
It's been that way since ME and depression got through kicking my ass and tearing down my life. Poor Emma only knew the healthy me for a year or so and she's had the dead me for getting on 9 years now. I won't let them win, I will keep on dragging myself along, and maybe one day I will actually come back to life. It could happen. And my friends and loved ones are too precious to ever leave behind, no matter how I feel. You guys here are a huge part of that, so you keep me anchored
I can relate. Kitty first met and fell in love with manic me, stayed by me during a deep depressed phase, through a couple of years of serious physical illness as well as mental illness. It's like she's never really had a chance to know a healthy, authentic me.
I can't possibly know what your struggles are like but I know what mine feel like, and I know what it feels like to not have a lot reason to hope things will change.
All we can do is hang in there and do what we can. 
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RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
May 22, 2016 at 2:44 am
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Thank you very much my friend 
I'm sorry to hear you're been through something similar. Life can be a fucking bitch. But it's the loved ones that make it worthwhile. I keep fighting for them. If it was just for myself, I'd have given up long ago.
I love you guys!
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