In your situation the test was a test of logic and reason. You tested a faith that God refused to support. You were honest with yourself and did not find enough God to support your understanding of Him. So you moved on.
The problem? You assumed wrongly God was going to meet you half way. So any effort you made was a valid one. To most people and what they understand of Christianity. You did your part. However everything taught be Christ and the apstoles says you must meet God on His terms and not your own, not to mention we must honor what we have been given us if we expect more from him.
The problem? You assumed wrongly God was going to meet you half way. So any effort you made was a valid one. To most people and what they understand of Christianity. You did your part. However everything taught be Christ and the apstoles says you must meet God on His terms and not your own, not to mention we must honor what we have been given us if we expect more from him.