(February 8, 2016 at 7:16 pm)Exian Wrote: I kinda sorta remember going through what your going through. And that's the good news- you can look forward to kinda sorta remembering going through this struggle. Honestly, you'll get to a place where you'll be kind of bored with the question of god's existence. There are so many fascinating new discoveries being made everyday (and with evidence!) that god will be the last thing you'll wonder about.
I hope, I have had super highs and super lows and I think more and more OCD has something to do with this. It's like with my Harm OCD I would feel done at times. I feel it's all done and I can live again. Then 10 minutes later I feel like knee deep in shit with no life boat. If this is OCD the doubt will return. It really sucks the way I was raised plus my genes make me always believe without question. I hope to change that and not let my parents belief in a sky wizard influence me any more.
