Today has me horribly troubled for some reason. My super Christian Grandmother came over today and was talking about how prophecies are fulfilled in the Bible. I told her they are general predictions and the books of the Bible are written after the events take place. She said they are very specific and that I should learn not to question those things. I told her "What if I said there will be a terrorist attack in the future? Of course there will be! It's how the world works!" to which she replied "Seems pretty specific to me!". I then got this doubt. The God Delusion shipped today though and I'm soon going to get like 4 more books (The Selfish Gene, The Greatest Show on Earth, The Blind Watchmaker, and The Magic of Reality.) I chickened out of telling my mom i'm an atheist because I knew it would only bring more doubt from her taking me to her sunday school and things of that nature. When she first questioned my beliefs she said that "You will discover god". I never said anything after that, but I doubted.
This is becoming a much bigger problem for me than HOCD so far. Not good, as I have only been dealing with this for a few weeks, and I've had HOCD for about 6 months.
This is becoming a much bigger problem for me than HOCD so far. Not good, as I have only been dealing with this for a few weeks, and I've had HOCD for about 6 months.
