Still struggling.

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You sound more like a religious person, but that's not required to understand God. There is a difference. I believe in evolution and science but I still understand God exists. Perhaps you have not taken the time to research all that there is to learn. Most here will disagree that there is not a God because they have not found him, or that what there is to suggest the existence is not enough to jusifty a belief, and it's more rational to believe in the material world and nothing more.

Not sure OCD has to do with anything. Can you explain that more?

Have you taken the time to explore near death experiences at all, including the atheists who thought they had it all figured out, only to realize they were in the dark about all thing spiritual?

http://www.near-death.com/religion/atheism.html

Ever heard of Edgar Cayce? Deffinetly an interesting guy to look into, at least for a new perspective on what life is:

http://www.near-death.com/paranormal/edg...ences.html

Well, I was a religious person. I have not found god because I do not see any physical evidence for him. (If you have any besides personal expirences and eyewitness accounts please state them and your sources.).
OCD Is and anxiety disorder, its intrusive thoughts that bring anxiety, discomfort, or doubt that people use compulsions to relieve.
I have taken time to explore near death experiences. There is a chemical called DMT that gets released when we are near death and it can be taken as a recreation drug and people describe it similar to religious or spiritiual things.
Never heard of the guy, I will look further into it.

Just guessing you must be young, not that it's a judgement or anything. I used to suffer from severe depression which resulted in anxiety, but as you grow it will probably subside. It's amazing what we learn as we grow.  You might find the seven year life cycles interesting at least:

http://dreamhawk.com/body-and-mind/every...ou-change/

 I'm definitely familiar with the whole DMT explanation, but after my own personal research that doesn't explain everything. Edgar Cayce was known as the sleeping prophet. Probably the last person I should bring up on this forum haha, but an interesting person to learn about or be aware of. I'm sure I'll get a lot of shite for posting his name.
For me personally even though everyone here will say it's bravo sierra, the NDE is the best evidence of God. Especially since there are hundreds of stories of atheists coming in contact with Jesus, and God, or visiting various spiritual realms. The common theme people here react with is that they are lying, or delusional. Obviously because they want to protect their belief system.
http://www.near-death.com/science/research.html
Don't give up. God loves us all too much, and only wants what's best. The last thing you should do is turn your back, because your senses can't percieve his existence. The truth is there to find if you want to find it.