Still struggling.

[Socratic Meth Head]

Yea, OCD is likely something I'll put up with until I die. Its just how it works, you loose one obsession you gain three more. If I do learn to deal with the OCD thoughts it wouldn't be because god would want me to? I'm born sick but forced to be strong? Not how it works man. You've linked me to the same website about 4 times, please state more sources than just one.

I used to think the same thing about my depression since it was all I knew. One day you might just snap out of it. Only you can be in charge of your emotions. Not trying to downplay OCD since I haven't experienced it, but just don't let it determine who you are. You ARE who you determine you will BE! Like I said time is the cure, and don't give up, because you are young. I'm 34, and still feel like I'm a kid, but have many more experiences than when I was younger and they all form who you are.

I don't mean to keep posting the same sources, but there are hundreds of perspectives on that source from all walks of life, from the suicidal, religious, atheist, scientists, skeptical, believers, teachers etc.

I hope you check out the links I gave you though. All I want to do is help, since I've been where you are.

So far you have only demonstrated that you are an unreliable source of information to me. It was a smart move to try and get me at a weak point, if you would've came a few days earlier it would've been a better result honestly.
I see no need to check out the links. It all seems on the same level as flat earth to me. You can believe it and have fun with it, but I don't want a part of it.