Still struggling.

[Whateverist]

I feel your struggle, man. But you have to understand that you can't recondition yourself overnight. It's going to take some time. And skepticism practice. Keep at it, and it will get easier.

Thanks. I'm considering telling my parents I'm atheist and telling them don't bother me about it because i believe what I want nd you believe what you want. But I doubt it will happen the way I hope it will.

Don't do it!  Not unless you're able to live independently and/or are eager to undergo whatever reconditioning regimen your brother went through.