Yeah, until you're living on your own your best bet is to just fake it. Because, from the sound of it, your mother's side of the family won't tolerate dissent, and you'll have a much, much harder time of it.
Priority #1 at this point: survival.
Priority #1 at this point: survival.
"I was thirsty for everything, but blood wasn't my style" - Live, "Voodoo Lady"