Still struggling.

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Well to be fair I actually deleted my post after your post because I didn't want to expose him, but it was already quoted.

These really are not my beliefs. I'm just posting the beliefs of those who have this understanding, at least when it comes to the occult and satanism. Problem with atheism is they have conclusions before studying so don't do much research into things they believe to be false. Your right though, I really don't want to discuss these matters on this forum, but at the same time, it's important for people to understand them. So I'm kind of on the fence. I need to keep in mind the minds of the forumites however. Atheists like to claim they are not the ones being controlled, but just like religion, there are powerful interests that don't want people to believe in God.

The truth is too important for me to suppress it. Knowledge is power, and i'm not here to troll, or say i'm smarter than anyone, but so far I haven't really seen anything to convince me God can't exist. It's all just disbelief, and in the end a belief system. I've researched for 15 years, used to be an investigative reporter for a while exposing corruption. I think it's important for people to know who's fucking with them, society, along with exposing the propaganda, and social engineering. So maybe I'll move away from that, because people here don't want to have their perception of reality upset by information they don't want to know about.

Trying to expose people to information kind of reminds me of Platos allegory of the cave.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6LUptADIww

I saw your reply and it was less than adequate to convince anyone. Tell me what you have seen to convince you god DOES exist. You shouldn't believe in something because it can't be disproven. I can't disprove pink invisible unicorns.

In the end, proof is of God and the spirit realm, and anything other than the material world is in the eye of the beholder with eyes that can see. Perception of reality is a sum of ones experiences, and information gathered whether accurate or not. Personal experiences in my life, and information I've researched proved to me I don't know it all, and there is a lot more to learn. For me it's more interesting to learn everything I can, rather than limit what I research based on my beliefs. Why do you think I'm here as someone that believes in God interacting with atheists. I'm curious to understand your belief system is. I would say you need to get out of your comfort zone and have your beliefs challenged, whether it's researching something you don't believe in, or interacting with non atheists.

Back when I was about 18 my cousins were in town, and I had bought a quigi board to try out. My one cousin didn't like the idea, but convinced him to do it anyway. As you could imagine it started moving, and we all accused eachother of moving it. To be fair I even moved it to scare my cousins. After a while we kept asking questions, never knowing who was moving it or if it was moving itself. Suddenly the lights flickered, and all the doors in the house slammed shut, including the door in the basement. Since our parents were out to dinner and my brothers and cousins were in the basement, we didn't know what to think. I still don't know what to think about that, but it happened, and I can't explain it. I can try to explain it in paranormal terms, but really can't explain it in the end. It was not a windy day, and the windows were shut. It scared the hell out of us, and my cousin who was against it, destroyed it.

Problem with people that try to explain everything away that really can't be explained is they used occums razor. I'm sure the reply would be that I'm lying, or was on drugs.