My brother is really pissing me off, 24/7 he is always coming in my room and bothering me, telling me he was an atheist and made the exact arguments I did, and converted people. I honestly don't feel like arguing with anyone and I wish to be left alone but I know as soon as I say that to my parents then they will think I'm weak or vulnerable and try to convert me (My brother is actively making attempts now). I wish they would leave me the fuck alone instead of pestering me 24/7 about god and just get me the mental treatment I need. Seriously dealing with this until I'm 18 is going to be hard to do without loosing my temper. I've considered running away from home in the past but I never felt so strongly about it than now. Sometimes I look at statistics and see most people who are homeless are mentally ill and who are rejected treatment. I sometimes think I am destined to be the same but am just putting it off until there is no choice. I just want treated for and left alone from religious attempts at indoctrination or conversion among me.
Im fucked man, its going to be damn near impossible to keep a rational mind among all this with my family trying to convince me all the time and OCD causing doubt a lot.
Im fucked man, its going to be damn near impossible to keep a rational mind among all this with my family trying to convince me all the time and OCD causing doubt a lot.
