(February 18, 2016 at 6:58 am)ignoramus Wrote: GD, considering the overwhelming obstacles you have in front of you, you are holding your shit together...
You are one tough cookie and don't ever let any bastard control your thoughts. It's the only true freedom we can ever have.
I'll try my best, but usually things people say get to me later on, when I am listening to music or just chilling out the thought pops back up and I obsess over it.
I am always faced with the thought that i may crumble back into religious dogma. I don't wish too, but it is now a thought that dominates. I have grown more skeptical, but this doubt will plague me until I can get my appointment scheduled and get some stronger meds. But mom still hasn't scheduled my appointment.