(February 28, 2016 at 8:29 am)SteelCurtain Wrote: Show me a 14 year old without a dependence on porn, and I'll call that kid a liar.
Seriously, GD, if you are contemplating suicide, or need to get some real help, call 911 on yourself. You will be taken to a hospital, you will be able to talk to a professional, and you will be able to relay your situation and the desperation of your position. Hopefully an outside professional will do the right thing and call DCS or something to give your parents the ultimatum they deserve.
If the people tasked with protecting you aren't doing it, then you do it yourself. Taking some control will help your mental state, as well.
My heart hurts for you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this shit, no one should be let down by the people who are supposed to help no matter what.
Its a problem now, kinda like an alcoholic but its with porn.
I've thought about suicide, but I'm not going through with it. I don't have the guts to do it myself, but if I got hurt and learned I was going to die I'm not sure if I would be sad or indifferent.
If they don't take me monday I will do what I can to get there.
Thanks for the concern. They feel like they are helping me by saving my soul or whatever.
