(March 3, 2016 at 10:02 am)Rextos Wrote: ideally i would like to die around 30 or 40, id hate to get super old and die slowly like that... but it would suck to not die naturally because imagine if you went to kill yourself, but then you survived and became paralyzed for life and unable to die? and if nobody killed you it would be Possibly an eternal existence in stasis, closest thing to a real eternal hell!
My dad was paralyzed at age 34 (not too long after my mother found out she was pregnant with me). Never once, did that man complain about never being able to walk again, or use his right arm/hand or about having a speech impediment. All these things happened to him after a brain aneurysm. Who's to say everyone would complain?
And wanting to die by age 30 or 40? Haven't lived much of a life have you? I'm 44 and a student in school, having a great time. I'm glad to be alive right now, even with some major life hiccups at the moment.
I think you think about things too much. Go have some fun and enjoy your youth.
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