Coming Out

[TheJefe817]

I've been away for a while after an initial flurry.  I had to sort of step back from the "angry" stage and figure it out.  I think today was a breakthrough, though.

My mother was giving me details about the "vote" at their United Methodist church about whether to disaffiliate, yada, yada.  I had already expressed earlier that I didn't care because I didn't understand the issues.

The conversation took a turn.  She tried to corner me on belief and it ended up in 2 hours of me explaining atheism to her, and that this is now where I live.

It started off uncomfortable.  She took the victim position repeatedly and accused me of calling her stupid when I would talk about different topics.  Her essential position, which I repeated and confirmed with her repeatedly, is that she believes because she believes.  I asked her repeatedly to give me one reason to believe, and she repeatedly answered that she could not.  My mom is no theologian or apologist, she's just an honest woman who has believed for 73 years.  I give her a pass on that.

Eventually, as we discussed, she understood that this was not a choice, but a realization.  One that I agonized over.  One that I search about and against for dozens of hours every week.  I think this gave her (false) comfort that I wil "see the light" and come back.  That softened the blow.

Compared to other "coming out" stories I have heard, I guess this went OK.  But fuck me, I'm exhausted.

[Mister Agenda]

My former step-sister-in-law (her mom divorced my dad so we're not related anymore) pressed me on thei issue and that's how I came out to my dad's side of the family. I had an 'if you ask, I'll tell' policy), she was the first to ask. I had been an atheist for several years by then.

[TheJefe817]

That's a good analogy for what happened to me. It was very much a policy of silence until she pulled the string. I was in the mode of not really wanting to hurt feelings, etc - I just thought it was better to not say anything. *SHE* forced the issue, so now I'll have no issue to standing upright and not holding hands during the prayer at dinner, not attending the church service at Christmas, etc. I told her this, and she understands wher the line is now.

[Gawdzilla Sama]

None of my relatives ever asked me about my religious views. They didn't have to. I never went to church, never mentioned any god or gods, never prayed.

[Objectivist]

I've been away for a while after an initial flurry.  I had to sort of step back from the "angry" stage and figure it out.  I think today was a breakthrough, though.

My mother was giving me details about the "vote" at their United Methodist church about whether to disaffiliate, yada, yada.  I had already expressed earlier that I didn't care because I didn't understand the issues.

The conversation took a turn.  She tried to corner me on belief and it ended up in 2 hours of me explaining atheism to her, and that this is now where I live.

It started off uncomfortable.  She took the victim position repeatedly and accused me of calling her stupid when I would talk about different topics.  Her essential position, which I repeated and confirmed with her repeatedly, is that she believes because she believes.  I asked her repeatedly to give me one reason to believe, and she repeatedly answered that she could not.  My mom is no theologian or apologist, she's just an honest woman who has believed for 73 years.  I give her a pass on that.

Eventually, as we discussed, she understood that this was not a choice, but a realization.  One that I agonized over.  One that I search about and against for dozens of hours every week.  I think this gave her (false) comfort that I wil "see the light" and come back.  That softened the blow.

Compared to other "coming out" stories I have heard, I guess this went OK.  But fuck me, I'm exhausted.

I have found that believers in gods have trouble separating themselves from the gods they profess to believe in which is evidence that it is all in their heads.  They react to the rejection of their beliefs as a rejection of them personally.  

I'm not a good person to ask about this though because I really don't care what people think of me and my beliefs or lack thereof.  My mother is very religious and she asks me why I don't believe and I tell her flat out and don't pull any punches.  She has no answer.  I'm polite, but clear about it.

[no one]

i was born with horns and a tail, i was never "in".

[A. Secular Human]

i was born with horns and a tail, i was never "in".

We're *all* born atheists, with "tails and horns".

The "tail and horns" (along with some genitalia pieces) are cut off with indoctrination.

Mine regenerated, at the age of twelve.  (Not so much, the foreskin.)

[Gawdzilla Sama]

I was never religious, which explains why I'm so ... horny.

[Goosebump]

What's hard about telling somebody who believes in a fairy tale that you don't? Or don't anymore? Especially when they love you? Unless you could loose your job over it. Guess, not the case here?