Still struggling.

[KevinM1]

Movies over, i find it horribly immoral, that they celebrate and worship someones torture, assuming the man even existed.

Christianity is really masturbatory when it comes to the crucifixion.  It's the part where everything gets twisted - the more he suffers, the more you owe him.  Even though vicarious blood sacrifice is really friggin' immoral if anyone stops to think about it for even a second.

I mean, why should I be glad that this guy sacrificed himself for me if I'm the one who did wrong?  How does his torture and death absolve me?  And that's assuming I did anything so heinous and vile that the only fitting response is torture followed by death to begin with, which by my calculations I haven't even remotely approached yet in my 36 years on this mud ball we call a planet.

It's the ultimate guilt trip, designed to end all questioning and thought on the matter.  "Jesus died for your sins!"  Well, sin is a silly concept, one which flies in the face of reality.  And I didn't ask him to do anything for me seeing as I didn't exist back then.  I don't know this Jesus fellow, and really don't want to.