Still struggling.

[God of Mr. Hanky]

Also, this is in my recommendations. Anyone have a rebuttal? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cRVY-lIuQfo

It's a humungous pile of dessicating, wormy, and fly-eaten shit delivered by a cavalcade of festering assholes. It can be dismissed out of hand because it does absolutely nothing other than slander atheists. The entirety of this massive time-waster, which I couldn't stand to watch more than a quarter of can be summed up as "I was an atheist, I'm not one now, and you shouldn't be one ever". It may offer anecdotal "life-changing events" or other such reasons why anyone would change his mind, or it may offer pure argument with no substance behind it - the more of this crap that you see, the more you'll understand that there is never, ever any variance from the rule that every one of these "I was a mad, bad atheist" bits is nothing more than an aggressive advertising gambit with nothing more intellectually ethical than a pyramid scheme spam email, a late-night infomercial, or a mudslinging campaign ad for Trump. They exist for the one reason that the people who make them don't like atheists, because we offer better ideas to the world then those in which they have invested their dishonest stock in trade.