(March 17, 2016 at 2:17 am)GeneralDog Wrote: I was watching a Richard Dawkins video, the virus of faith, and in that was a hell house. I started fearing. I dont want to go to hell, i dont think it exist but i still dont want to go. Muslims, Mormons, Christians, and Jews have hell though.
If there is a god would really send me to hell? Im not sending myself, saying "i have a choice" is like saying "a woman who was robbed had a choice to give up her money and live, or refuse and die". Ive lost a lot of interest in things, my favorite game, Halo, now is a bit dull, i cant do much for fun. My friends never end up coming outside and when they do they sit around. I need something to do so I dont dwell on things.
Also, the teacher that i know from elementary school who I said was dying, died today.
I'm not an expert and I haven't read all the posts so I don't know if anybody has mentioned it but I've heard that meditation helps against anxiety, makes you happier and calms your mind. Maybe you can give it a try and see if it helps.
And I'm sorry that you have to go through this, goodluck in the future, man.