Thought crime

[LadyForCamus]

So basically you're being a sarcastic jerk to make me feel worse? That's okay pool. I really don't mind.

I've always known that these thoughts are normal, but it doesn't stop me from feeling guilty about having them. It doesn't stop me from constantly analyzing my thoughts and re thinking them, and wondering why I thought them in the first place when I also think that deep down I don't really feel that way. Most of the time I'm fine. Except for the times I let it spin around in my mind so much wondering why I think things and wondering if there's something wrong with me and wondering if I think worse thoughts than most people do. It drives me a little nuts sometimes.

@everyone else, thank you for posting all this information I think it really helps.

I'm sorry, I didn't realize you made this thread to feel better about yourself, I honestly thought you were trying to get more opinions about your behavior. In my opinion it is a bad habit and you should try and avoid it because it will benefit you.
If you want to feel better about yourself, look Losty, this is a completely normal phenomenon, it's totally normal to judge someone and think mean stuff about people you randomly meet on the street, everybody does it! Don't worry about It!!

You might consider taking your own advice! It would make you a much nicer person.