Do you think someone would pay you for sex?

[emjay]

Emjay and divinity: I'm sorry to hear your first experiences were so horrible That's really sad, I feel for you.

Mine was just pathetic. Neither of us had any idea what we were doing. It was really awkward, and it was over in about 10 seconds. I honestly wondered if what just happened even counted as losing my virginity. Sadly it was with someone who I really thought I loved at the time, but looking back they were so wrong for me it was ridiculous. I was just flattered someone had shown an interest in me finally.

Thanks Rob   But it's cool... though that was technically my first time I don't think of it as that because I'd had much more meaningful sexual experiences before that - they just didn't include penetration... and they're what I think of when I think back to my first times.