Most personally convincing reasons you don't believe.

[Athene]

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Calvinism, yes.

I would say not really, as far as own my take use to go, though. As a theist, I spent most of my churchgoing years attending Pentecostal services, but I was always left with the impression that atonement was likely limited to some degree from my own personal study/interpretation. I'd always believed that one could reject the call to salvation, though. And lose it, as well.

None of it makes any sense to me these days, anyhow; I can't make heads or tails of it anymore.

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That is where I differ from calvinism as well in that one can indeed reject the call to salvation.

That said i do not believe we can loose our salvation. However I do not believe we are 'saved' at the moment we typically think. Saved as outlined in scripture always points to a comming event. "you will be saved.." ect.  

Yep:
Romans 10:9 (KJV) That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

 I believe salvation comes at the verdict of your judgement. Once you are saved (from judgement onward) you can never loose your salvation.

Romans 10:10 (KJV) For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

Salvation is only the means  by which one is saved, IMO; Easily lost or forfeited.
That was my take, anyway.