Ive lost all trust for my mom

[Socratic Meth Head]

I dont understand what you are implying? Just be specific.

What were your actions causing your mom to block the internet? Is there a reason that your mom felt she needed to lie to you? Have you circumvented her will in the past? How many times has this happened in the past?

As for the chest pain, have you had a previous episode/symptoms (other than the one in your thread) where you did receive a diagnosis/treatment? Is there a reason why they discounted the symptoms other than they are horrible parents/brother? It appears that you were OK with their lack of action, in fact OK with your on lack of action, why is that?

I think your only giving us your side and that is limited to what you want us to hear, not what actually happened?

I don't know exactly why she blocked the internet, but my guess was all nighters. The issue isnt so much the internet, it was the lying that made me mad. Even how she so prided herself in telling the truth. One of her arguments was "I never lied to you, so why would I lie to you about god?" and could you rephrase "circumvented her will"? Im not sure I understand.

I only remember 1 event if chest pain that came before this one, and I recieved no diagnosis because I wasnt taken to the doctor that time either. I told the school nurse, she called, mom said it was probably a pulled muscle and she went on her way. I think it was maybe 7th grade. I'm in 9th now. I wasnt okay with their lack of action, why would I make a post if I was? My own lack of action, I cant drive, Cant schedule an appointment (you have to be over 18 if my memory serves me well), I couldnt get anyone to take me, and by the time I finally did the pain went away and has stayed away for a few days now (with one exception), as for not calling 911, I wasnt sure that it was necessary. Plus I was scared to call, Ive kinda been raised to think to never call 911 unless you absolutely need to right this moment. I didnt think that was the case, I was just worried about it.

It is a legitimate complaint to say Im not giving their side, but I dont know their side, I dont live their lives, I'd have to take a somewhat reasonable guess.
Its their previous actions that I deem them to be acting unreasonably. Like, for example, them telling me its jesus knocking on my heart when I told them it hurts and I want to see a doctor. She acts of the best interest of her religion, and I act in my own best interest.