Scrupulosity and being an atheist

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Thank you for replying to me and thank you for posting your video 
that made me realizes that i really should be scared of something that could or couldn't exist like you said in the video there could be infinity  amount of Gods 
i cant keep them all happy  i need to stay on this forum ...my husband said the last  few days since joining here for 2 days my mental health was better 
then i went on to the religious forums and its started to get bad again ...i think i should just use this forum  
Am so use to praying ...but am going to find something else to do apart from that normally i listen to christian music but am changed it to a uk gay radio station its dance and sometimes i listen to rock ( use to listen to christian rock )  
I need to be more logical about things  mindfulness helps as well  i need to tell myself that nothing bad will happen if i dont pray 
Also my OCD makes me want to hurt myself and others  but i have gotten better with the hurting others part my husband still has to come with me everywhere 
and because of the rest of my mental health 


i love my LGBT friends and i dont think there evil because i know they have never harmed anyone and are nice people 
i am going to stick around here 

You're very welcome It sounds like you're getting your thoughts in order! I hope you do stick around here, there are lots of lovely people who are very understanding.

It's great you are going to mindfulness, it's something that has helped me a lot too.