Why do you actually believe in God?

[Mystic]

I can see a lot of stuff. Someone would have to tell me what out of that stuff is meant to be god.

The star that manifests guidance in the dark night. Like Abraham did, you are going to have to say "This is my Lord" and start your journey, till, it becomes the Sun brightening your heart.

It doesn't matter how dim the light is in the beginning, we have to trust that balanced guiding light is God, see he is the blessed sword of honor with us, and hold on to him and let him train our souls, and listen to it's wisdom and what it has to teach us.

All holy books came so people awaken to the pure guide within them, the praise and majesty of God with them, the authority by which God thunders in the soul and says "I am God, your King", the Messengers all came so people can be reminded to make the journey from the darkness to the light.

The blessed creator is the blessed in the blessings and is the light of all light. He is with us and lives in all things. 

There is a spiritual world, and in that world, we all connected to the Guide on earth, the leader of our time, the perfect human on earth.

You are going to have look towards the spiritual kingdom within you to see this. No one can force you to acknowledge it or recognize it.  It's always been there with you, God and his light of guidance that it is.

You are going to have hone your soul senses and try to see. Or you can go on looking for arguments, and deny, and look to debate, all while people are making the journey while you increase in hate of that path.