Pray with your fingers and toes crossed. Mumble with out saying any real words. Fake it till you can make it (on your own).
So, if your parents and the preacher believe in power of prayer, and know your feelings/convictions, why are they not worried about what you might be praying for? Church plumbing burst, air conditioner fail, car breaks down, ............ You could be praying for even more devious actions.
Shit, what was I thinking. In their hearts of hearts they know it doesn't work either. Expect for mind control.
Good luck.
So, if your parents and the preacher believe in power of prayer, and know your feelings/convictions, why are they not worried about what you might be praying for? Church plumbing burst, air conditioner fail, car breaks down, ............ You could be praying for even more devious actions.
Shit, what was I thinking. In their hearts of hearts they know it doesn't work either. Expect for mind control.
Good luck.
Being told you're delusional does not necessarily mean you're mental.