Seriously, here's my deal.

[chimp3]

I have serious social anxiety problems.

I have tried dealing with it, but others just keep telling me to get over myself and deal with people I encounter.

It is never as easy as just getting over one's self.

I have had numerous jobs in my thirty seven years on this planet, and every job turns out the same.  I end up informing the customers of precisely what they need to hear rather than what they want to hear.

I do retail because it is easy and I have no qualifications in anything else.

I am always unemployed while my very understanding boyfriend takes care of me, but times eventually become tough and I try again and again and always tell those idiots what's on my mind.

Sometimes I feel as though I need to speak to someone professionally about this, but it is not as though professional help is free.  And I cannot afford to pay for professional help.

Then other times I realize that I am perfectly fine as I am and that it is the rest of the world that needs to wake up.

I know that I need to speak to someone with qualifications, but I cannot pay that individual anything.  I have searched the internet, but I cannot find anything.  

What would be your opinion as to what I should do?

Do you take your job and customers seriously? If not, perhaps your attitude towards them is a reaction to pettiness. Maybe pursuing a worthwhile career would help.