Seriously, here's my deal.

[brewer]

Ok, I get it.
I remember things that Kitan has said in the past and I understand how you feel.
One of the things about being on the mental disorder spectrum is that many will burn a lot of bridges before they realise they have a problem.
This might seem unbelievable to those around who can clearly see the trail of destruction left in their wake.
But it's hard to look at yourself the way others do and Lutranae acknowledges that when he said that sometimes he feels like it's not his problem but rather everyone else's.

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Then why did he make the post? For self enlightenment or self pity?