The Problem of Evil combined with the problem of Free Will

[Aroura]

I am actually guessing there is no God.  I'm just trying to understand those who continue to believe in him and believe him to be "good".  I'm pointing out they are the ones guessing, and making excuses.  They are the ones who have passed judgement and declared all of mankind guilty without evidence.

I already said my beliefs are subject to change.  Are yours?

You are still projecting.

No more changes about my beliefs since I discovered that God is within.
It didn't come all of a sudden like winning millions at Lottery.
The awareness came after a lot of hard work through yoga but if on top of that you also put the
NDEs experiences that confirm what I already believe then the reasons for a change become nil.  

I see, so if I have a solid belief, I need to be careful.
But if you have a solid belief, it's an "awareness". And you admit you latch onto things that only confirm your belief.

I actually do a lot of yoga, and I read and study the Tao. Neither makes me believe in magic. NDE's are still explained through natural experiences, as is the feeling that God is within.  But you go ahead with your admitted confirmation bias.  I'll go ahead with my truly open mind.