Atheist who is having a crisis of faith

[emilsein]

Have any of you actually ever searched for the evidence? I am doing that and finding some and it's kinda blowing my mind, now I know I seem like a troll but I assure I'm not, I'm just asking questions. THe fact that throughout the OT they make numerous litearal predicitons about the day going dark while being crucified, known as crucifix darkness, u can look it up in the wikipedia, and that NASA says there was an eclipse in the year most scholars agree he was crucified, that doesn't bother you? This doesn't hold any water to you? Explain to me why then just out of coinicidence when he was crucified, which of course many of you don't believe, probably from England, I know that's big in England, the Jesus Myth,did Josephus and Thalius say there was a darkening event and now NASA backs it up? Explain that and I will be an atheist, b/c it does take some faith to be an atheist, I mean nobody knows for sure and we don't know for a fact that all of science based stuff is 100%, now it's damn close enough with evolution, but still, just saying.